While I Was Sleeping
Why my husband finally refused to end my life during my two-month coma.
Lindsey O'Connor | posted 2/01/2004 12:00AM

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I sometimes hear comments that Lazarus could have heard. One of my Christian doctors said, "There's no medical reason you are alive. You are a miracle at the hand of God." Tim often reminds me, "Life is fragile, so leave nothing unsaid." In spite of daily physical effects of the trauma, I've learned that radical obedience (in my case, having a baby at 40) is worth any cost, that prayer is inconceivably important, that miracles still happen, and that I have a faith worth dying for.
Would I want to live without cognitive awareness? Well, no. Wanting to avoid suffering is human. Even Christ asked if his suffering could be avoided. I believe there are times when it is acceptable and ethical to remove medical treatment from our loved ones. But in all cases, we should weigh our desire to be released from suffering against a greater desire to glorify God. If I had predetermined no life support (or only short-duration support), as some have in advance directives, I'd be dead. I'd also perhaps have missed the greatest opportunity of my life to bring God glory, because he can use us for his purposes in any bodily state—even while we're sleeping.
Lindsey O'Connor is an author, speaker, and former news anchor. Her most recent book is If Mama Goes South, We're All Going with Her (Revell, 2003).
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