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My Conversation with God

I had no idea what God would do when I asked him to use me.

Does God still speak? I grew up hearing testimonies about it, but until October 2005, I couldn't say it had ever happened to me.

I'm a middle-aged professor of theology at a well-known Christian university. I've written award-winning books. My name is on Christianity Today's masthead. For years I've taught that God still speaks, but I couldn't testify to it personally. I can only do so now anonymously, for reasons I hope will be clear.

A year after hearing God's voice, I still can't talk or even think about my conversation with God without being overcome with emotion. That's one reason I know it was real; I'm not a person who shows emotion easily. Plus, I'm a skeptic about things supernatural. Not that I don't believe they can happen; I just doubt most miracle stories except the ones in the Bible. I've even been known to criticize publicly what I consider to be overly experiential forms of Christianity. I suppose that makes this story especially ironic.

Meeting the Twins

About five years ago, my wife and I visited an elderly and very sick man who had once been our pastor. We discovered that he and his wife lived not far from us, and we renewed our old acquaintance. During one of our first visits, the man's grandsons—14-year-old twins—came for a visit. The moment I met them, an inner voice told me that some day I would play a role in one of their lives. I brushed it off as a "brain hiccup" and thought little more of it.

During the next five years, we drew closer to that family and got to know the twins well. Gradually, one of them shared with us his call to the ministry of music.

When the twins were 17, they and their parents visited us and toured the campus where I teach. The one called to music ministry was immediately ...

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March 2007, Vol. 51, No. 3
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astri ross

March 15, 2007  5:02pm

i trust the lord.thank you for your word.email me astri15ishere@hotmail.com

Mike Morrell

March 14, 2007  3:56pm

This is a very encouraging account--thanks for sharing! By the way, when will the book be out (or is it already)? Will it be published anonymously?

John Stevens

March 14, 2007  2:33pm

Thank you! I would bet your Theology classes are awsomely better! (Alive) St. Paul spoke to the philosophers on Marrs hill from his intellect - his education. A few were saved but we have no letter to the Athenian Church in our cannon of Scripture. (I see?) Paul kicking the same rock all the way to Corinth, where he sought to "know nothing among you but Jesus Christ and Him crucified. I came to you in fear and trembling - not with enticing words of mans wisdom (that hadn't worked very well), but in the power and demonstration of the Holy Ghost... (I just turned 75 & was raised with the KJV) Please find some way to let us know - sometime - where to get the book! mnjstevens@yahoo.com

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