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The Christian Atheist
Believing in God but living as if he doesn't exist.




The Christian Atheist: Believing in God but living as if he doesn't exist
by Craig Groeschel
Zondervan, March 2010
256 pp., $11.99


Charles Blondin was a world-renowned tightrope artist and acrobat. On June 30, 1859, before a stunned crowd of 100,000 excited onlookers, Blondin was the first person to cross Niagara Falls by tightrope. He crossed 1,100 feet on a single three-inch hemp cord, strung from 160 feet above the falls on one side to a spot 270 feet above the falls on the other. The breathless assembly watched him accomplish, step by slow step, a feat most believed impossible.

But Blondin was just getting started. In the years to come, the daring entertainer crossed again and again: on stilts, in a sack, even pushing a wheelbarrow! The story goes that an exuberant onlooker called out, "You could cross with a man in that wheelbarrow!" Blondin agreed and invited the man to climb in. The spectator nervously declined.

My dysfunctional relationship with God was often like that. I've always believed in God, just not enough to trust him with my whole life in his wheelbarrow. I knew God could fulfill his promises, but I was never sure he'd do it for me. My selfish Christian Atheist view was that God existed for me, rather than I for him. If he'd do what I thought he should, I'd trust him more. If he'd come through for me, I'd give him more of my life. If he made my life better and pain-free, I'd believe him more passionately. But anytime God didn't meet my expectations, we had a problem. God created me in his image. I returned the favor and created him in mine. The kind of God I wanted to believe in was this: if he's not what I want, then he can't have my whole life….

Every day, we'll choose to live out our belief in God instead of believing in the world or ourselves. When we truly know God, rather than living ashamed of our past of doubting God's love for us, we can daily enjoy his grace and unconditional love and acceptance. As our faith and prayer life grow, we'll see his goodness—even in our trials—and grow to forgive as he has freely forgiven us. Instead of believing we can never change, we can let his unlimited power transform us and lead us out of a life paralyzed by fear and worry. Because God isn't just someone we believe in but is our life, we won't seek security and happiness in the things of the world but will find them in his presence and will. As he consumes us, strengthened by his church, we'll seize opportunities to share his love with people daily. The choice is ours.

Taken from The Christian Atheist by Craig Groeschel. Copyright ©2010 by Craig Groeschel. Used by permission of Zondervan. www.zondervan.com


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Previous articles by or about Craig Groeschel in Christianity Today and its sister publications include:

Full-Time Pastor but only Part-Time Follower of Jesus | What it took to find my real ministry. (Leadership Journal, April 1, 2007)
Money-Back Tithing | The Money-Back Guarantee. The friend of consumers everywhere. And at LifeChurch, the promise now applies to tithing. (Leadership Journal, January 1, 2007)
High-Tech Circuit Riders | Satellite churches are discovering a new way to grow the body of Christ. (August 31, 2005)




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Displaying 1–5 of 22 comments

Neita Dudman

July 24, 2010  12:18am

I couldn't have described better my journey from nominal Christian (going through all the motions as prescribed by my church, fearing God but not trusting Him, fearing what people, especially other Christians, would think if they really knew me even more than fearing God) to one who has chosen to take God at His Word. His goal is that I should be conformed to the image of Christ. I'm not there yet, but He isn't finished with me. Jesus's resurrection is my assurance of His victory.

Martin Luther

July 21, 2010  3:50pm

Another interesting verse about atheism is Psalm 14:1.

Martin Luther

July 21, 2010  3:45pm

Yes, "functional atheist" is correct. A Sunday-only Christian who forgets about God for the rest of the week is a functional atheist. A "social gospel" Christian who doesn't believe Jesus is God, but joins the church just to give money to charities and fight global warming is a functional atheist.

B.A. Atheist

July 21, 2010  7:58am

(sigh) Dave, the reason why there are hundreds of christian and pseudo-chrisian denominations in that humble, god seeking, educated people have read the entirety of the book and have come to completely different meanings as to what the "message" is. I also happen to think that leading people into truth, no matter how scary or painful it may be, is noble goal (Don't you ever watch House?). Anyway, you've been polite and I appreciate that and I'll let it go.

Dave Jones

July 21, 2010  7:29am

B.A. If you've studied the Bible then you know that any verse can be made to seem contradictory. If it is studied as a whole with an open heart and a desire for the Holy Spirit, the message comes through. Jesus is much more merciful than you give Him credit for. If you want to fixate on a verse, try Rev 7:9. As for not liking the content of some of the messages in the Bible, I think turning from God is the wrong conclusion. Leading others that way is also a very poor choice. May you be blessed with a desire for true understanding. Dave

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