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What Can't You Surrender to God? A Conversation with Jennie Allen

The 35-year-old mother of four writes about fear, insecurity, and the prayer that upended her life.

She stood in front of a crowded room of young women eager to hear her speak. Unbeknownst to the crowd, Jennie Allen was gripped with fear. All she could think of was how she was being perceived and the waves of criticism that would supposedly come following her talk.

Upon meeting Allen, 35, you'd never suspect she once grappled with deep-rooted insecurities. Gregarious and warm, Allen is expressively passionate about Jesus Christ and reaching the next generation. But for years her zeal was quenched by fear. That is until she prayed a simple prayer, one she documents in her book Anything: The Prayer That Unlocked My God and My Soul.

"I realized that I had loved and craved the approval of people," says Allen. "I'm tired of living for the invisible thoughts of others. I was free of something that had been consuming me."

In Anything (Thomas Nelson, April 2012) Allen writes about bondage to self and stuff, and seeking safety, comfort and happiness in those things. She recounts how God challenged ...

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