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Runaway Mom and the Madness of Midlife


May 7 2013
After 40, life doesn't have to fall downhill.

In one picture, Brenda Heist smiles, with round cheeks and dark brown eyes. In the next, taken 11 years later, her face is sad and sunken, framed with stringy blond hair. As disturbing as these side-by-side photos appear, more chilling is the story that catapulted her into the headlines last week.

In 2002, Heist dropped her children off at school and then mysteriously disappeared, leaving family and friends to think she had been abducted and likely killed. But no foul play had come to Heist. None, that is, except of her own making. Awash in self-pity over her broken marriage and finances, she hitchhiked with strangers from Pennsylvania to Florida, where she lived for the next decade, using the name "Lovie Smith," working as a day laborer and, later, a housekeeper. She often resorted to sleeping on the street. Last week, reportedly in part due to mounting health problems, she turned herself in at a Key Largo police station.

Her age at the moment when she erased her identity as a tidy suburban mom and became what some describe as a "beach-bum hippie" seems vital to this story. She left her family and her old life behind at 42.

Ah, to be an American woman in her 40s!

Admittedly, there's a lot of good that comes from four decades of experience. Our skins are thicker; we are more fearless. We prune our list of friends, keeping only the ones who make our spirits sing and no longer feeling the need to be liked by everyone. We don't worry quite as much about our appearance and just sigh with recognition when we are told that we are "more beautiful than we think." If we are mothers, we begin to see the adults our children are becoming, and there is deep joy in that. Plus, it's often in our 40s when the random, misshapen puzzle pieces of our professional lives can come together into a coherent whole.

But, make no mistake; being a woman in her 40s is no walk in the park, no matter how many articles declare "40 is the new 30" or even "40 is the new 20." In our 40s, our marriages change. The honeymoon is long over – as is the blur of activity that caring for very young children requires. It's in their 40s that more people get divorced. Mothers watch their children edge toward and enter adolescence. Month by month, we are forced to concede that those curmudgeons who warned: "Little kids, little problems, big kids, big problems" actually were right on. And it's in the decade of our 40s that college costs suddenly loom large and retirement no longer feels so far away.

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