{"id":5869,"date":"2014-06-09T03:08:00","date_gmt":"2014-06-09T03:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.christianitytoday.com\/pastors\/2014\/06\/09\/my-easy-trip-from-youth-minister-to-felon\/"},"modified":"2014-06-09T03:08:00","modified_gmt":"2014-06-09T03:08:00","slug":"my-easy-trip-from-youth-minister-to-felon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.christianitytoday.com\/pastors\/content\/my-easy-trip-from-youth-minister-to-felon\/","title":{"rendered":"From Youth Minister to Felon"},"content":{"rendered":"

\n\tA note from the editors of Leadership Journal:<\/em><\/p>\n

\n\tWe should not have published this post, and we deeply regret the decision to do so.<\/p>\n

\n\tThe post, told from the perspective of a sex offender, withheld from readers until the very end a crucial piece of information: that the sexual misconduct being described involved a minor under the youth pastor's care. Among other failings, this post used language that implied consent and mutuality when in fact there can be no question that in situations of such disproportionate power, there is no such thing as consent or mutuality.<\/p>\n

\n\tThe post, intended to dissuade future perpetrators, dwelt at length on the losses this criminal sin caused the author, while displaying little or no empathic engagement with the far greater losses caused to the victim of the crime and the wider community around the author. The post adopted a tone that was not appropriate given its failure to document full recognition and repentance.<\/p>\n

\n\tThere is no way to remove the piece altogether from the Internet, and we do not want to make it seem that we are trying to make it disappear. That is not journalistically honest. The fact that we published it, its deficiencies, and the way its deficiencies illuminate our own lack of insight and foresight, is a matter of record at The Internet Archive (https:\/\/web.archive.org\/web\/20140613190102\/http:\/\/christianitytoday.com\/le\/2014\/june-online-only\/my-easy-trip-from-youth-minister-to-felon.html).<\/p>\n

\n\tAdvertising revenues derived from hits to this post have been donated to two Christian organizations that work with survivors of sexual abuse: www.thehopeofsurvivors.com<\/a> and www.Voicetoday.org<\/a>. We will be working to regain our readers' trust and to give greater voice to victims of abuse.<\/p>\n

\n\tWe apologize unreservedly for the hurt we clearly have caused.<\/p>\n

\n\t\/signed\/<\/p>\n

\n\tMarshall Shelley, editor, Leadership Journal<\/p>\n

\n\tHarold B. Smith, president and CEO, Christianity Today International<\/p>\n

\n\tCopyright © 2014 by the author or Christianity Today\/Leadership Journal<\/em>.\n\tClick here<\/a> for reprint information on Leadership Journal<\/em>.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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