Seven days later I embarked on my second Tuesday and I actually anticipated it this time. I still struggled with the "to do" list, but it didn't seem like it was screaming quite as loud as the week before. By the end of that day, I had answers to two leadership decisions I had to make. And again that peace.

Now one year later, I'm leading from a different place and at a different pace. I'm hearing God's voice again, craving his Word, and experiencing a God-confidence from deep within.

And what am I reproducing? Well, we're too early in the process to really see those results because this is really relatively new for me. In time, however, I hope to that my love relationship with Jesus Christ will be so evident that it will be contagious to those around me.

And my prayer is that who I am becoming is far more evident than what I am doing.