Why I Gave Back My Assurance of Salvation
I was raised to believe that there is no more important issue than the answer to this question:
"On a scale of 1 to 100, with 100 meaning '100% confident' and 0 meaning '0% confident', how sure are you that if you died today, that you would go to heaven?"
This is exactly the way that I was taught to ask the question, word for word. It was the most important question for me to ask my friends, strangers, and most important, to ask myself.
In my early twenties, living as a missionary in the Balkans and the Middle East, my leaders exhorted me to look for any and every opportunity to pose this eternal and life-altering question.
My training went something like this:
"There are three Scripture passages that you have to remember. With them you will be able to give anyone the eternal gift of 'assurance of salvation.' First, Romans 8:38-39:
For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, neither height nor depth nor any other created thing, will be able to separate you from the love of God, through Christ Jesus our Lord.
After reading this, ask: "Is there anything that can separate you from God's love?"
Once they answer 'no,' open to John 5:12-13:
He who has the Son has the life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have the life.
These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know that you have eternal life.
Now ask, 'Have you received Jesus as your savior? When they say 'yes' then point to the verse and say, 'see, you have the Son' therefore you have 'life' and this assures that your life with God is now 'eternal life.'
Finally, this is the zinger that will seal the deal. Open your Bible to Hebrews 13:5 and read:
I will never leave you nor forsake you.
That is Jesus talking. Will Jesus ever leave you? Okay now it is time for the most important question, 'On a scale of 0 to 100, if you died today, how sure are you that you would go to heaven?'
If they say 100%, then your job is done. You have given that person the greatest gift in the world: assurance of salvation. If they say 10%, 90%, or even 99.9%, it is your job to go back to the beginning, Romans 8:38-39 and go through it again; if necessary again and again and again until they say that magical '100% sure.'"
It was the most important question for me to ask others.
It was the most important question that I needed to ask myself.
Since I was duly convinced that my "assurance" was the most important issue, there was this unexpected, subtle thing that happened inside me in response to heaven and my eternal assurance. It became of ultimate importance to protect the formula that leads to my 100% assurance.
This salvation formula (whatever the factors may be) when added up, had to equal "me." Do you recognize how this works?
Next, because of my well-programmed fear of hell, I would then subtly twist those factors (when necessary) to ensure they added up to me. I don't think I was aware that I was doing it most the time.
Tony Kriz is a writer and church leader from Portland, Oregon, and Author in Residence at Warner Pacific College.