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The Christian Documentarians Trying to Help Ukraine

As Russia scales up attacks, a team of filmmakers is calling attention to evangelicals being hunted by an empire.”

Christianity Today July 7, 2025
Courtesy of A Faith Under Siege

Colby Barrett was at his home in Telluride, Colorado, last year when a friend called with an invitation. He wanted Barrett to join a convoy delivering aid to Ukraine. 

“Absolutely not,” Barrett told him. “There’s a war there.” 

He was also tied up at home. He was in the process of selling his construction business, the peaches at his organic orchard needed harvesting, and his four kids had packed schedules.

Barrett, an evangelical Christian, didn’t know much about Ukraine other than what he saw on the news. But as he did some research, he saw statistics about Christian fatalities in the war and felt God tug at his heart. He rearranged his schedule. In September, he joined a convoy of ambulances, sprinter vans, and cars full of aid.

Then, after the aid delivery, he joined a documentary film crew as a producer and investor, traveling 1,200 miles across the country to try to tell the stories of Ukrainian Christians persevering through persecution and war. He said he hopes he can show others what he saw. 

“It doesn’t make sense for most evangelicals to come to Ukraine and see this themselves,” Barrett told Christianity Today. “The second best option is to virtually be able to show these stories through the film.” 

The producers of A Faith Under Siege: Russia’s Hidden War on Ukraine’s Christians have also taken their message to lawmakers in Washington, DC. Steven Moore, co-executive producer with Ukrainian journalist Anna Shvetsova, has visited more than 120 congressional offices since 2022. 

“We are trying to get good information to conservatives so they can make good decisions,” said Moore, who is also founder of the nonprofit Ukraine Freedom Project. His team has urged lawmakers to make religious freedom in Russian-occupied territory and the return of abducted children a part of ongoing negotiations.

Negotiations in May and June resulted in a series of prisoner exchanges but yielded little progress on ending the war. Russian president Vladimir Putin has said he is open to another round of peace talks, but at the same time declared “all of Ukraine” is part of Russia. 

The past five months have seen an uptick in deadly Russian air campaigns, particularly in the capital. 

From his top floor apartment in Kyiv, Moore has a front-row seat to Russian assaults. He hears the sirens, the whine of the Iranian Shahed drones, and sometimes the boom of an impact several seconds later. The nights are loud and he often struggles to get a good night’s sleep. 

“The streets are not full until noon because everyone’s been up until 4 a.m. listening to Putin give his regards,” said Moore, an American who moved to Ukraine five days after the full-scale invasion began in 2022. “Every night is a record of drones and missiles Putin sends in.” 

Barrett and Moore, who connected after Barrett decided to travel to Ukraine, have witnessed the war’s impact on civilians. They saw the destruction of homes and businesses and profiled grieving Ukrainians, including three men who lost their wives and children. 

“One of the fathers, Serhiy Haidarzhy, who just lost his wife and daughter, was asked to speak at a funeral for another evangelical dad who lost his wife and three kids,” Barrett said. “Nobody needs to see a baby-shaped coffin.”

They also witnessed the invasion’s impact on churches. 

At least 47 Ukrainian religious leaders have died in the fighting. Investigators have documented some cases where Russian soldiers tortured and killed Christian ministers and priests. The invasion has also damaged or destroyed more than 650 religious sites in Ukraine—including evangelical as well as Greek Catholic, Roman Catholic, and Ukrainian Orthodox churches. 

Barrett said Moscow targets evangelical Christians in particular because of their perceived connections to the West. These churches are hard to control, he added, because their ultimate alliance isn’t to the state. 

“We have just one leader,” Ukrainian Baptist Pavlo Unguryan says in the film. “It’s Jesus Christ.”  

The filmmakers interviewed Mykhailo Brytsyn, pastor of Grace Church in Melitopol, and showed footage of Russian soldiers taking over a Grace Church service in September 2022. 

They also have Baptist pastor Oleh Perkachenko detail his narrow escape after drones targeted a prayer meeting in his yard and returned to the same place two days later, destroying his parked car. A drone struck his van while he was driving his kids, then targeted his house when he returned home. His family escaped with minor injuries. 

Moscow’s attacks on non–Russian Orthodox churches began during its first invasion in 2014. Kremlin forces stormed a Pentecostal church in Sloviansk and killed four members, including two of Pastor Oleksandr Pavenko’s sons, also pastors. In 2023, a third son died from a Russian rocket while he was ministering to troops in eastern Ukraine.

Barrett said his conversations with Christians in Ukraine deeply impacted his faith. The film team interviewed more than 40 people in seven cities. The Ukrainians reminded him of the persecuted church in the New Testament. 

“You’ve got this scrappy group of believers that are being basically hunted by an empire that does not like them at all,” he said. 

The situation remains precarious for Christians. In May, Presbyterian pastor Volodymyr Barishnev told CT he thinks most people in his city will leave if Russia occupies Kherson a second time. He’s not sure what would happen to his church. 

The war is in its fourth year, and some Ukrainians have grown discouraged. Russia launched more than 5,000 drones at Ukraine during the month of June, and reports of 50,000 Russian troops gathering near the northeastern town of Sumy have stoked fears of another incursion.

Moore, however, hasn’t given up hope and plans to return to Washington this month for more meetings with lawmakers, including Lindsey Graham. The South Carolina senator said this week that President Donald Trump is ready for the Senate to vote on a new bill, sponsored by Graham, imposing sanctions on Russia and countries purchasing Moscow’s oil and gas. At the same time, the Trump administration decided last week to pause deliveries of some missile defense systems and weapons to Ukraine. 

Barrett said Christians in Ukraine have drawn encouragement from knowing that their stories are being shared. They tell Barrett they welcome “the army of prayer and the army of support” they hope will come from Christians around the world who watch the film and see what’s happening to Ukrainians. 

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Texas Flood Washes Away Dozens of Young Girls from Christian Camp

Rescue teams continue their search after the Guadalupe River overtook cabins at Camp Mystic, a nondenominational camp in the Hill Country.

A large building with a single room where the side has fallen off to reveal the inside with trees in the background.

A view of a damaged building at Camp Mystic in Hunt, Texas.

Christianity Today July 6, 2025
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The close-knit camp community in the Texas Hill Country will never be the same.

Early morning on the Fourth of July, record-setting flash floods swept away 27 girls at Camp Mystic in Hunt, Texas, and washed through campgrounds where generations of young Texans have spent their summers along the Guadalupe River.

Christians across the state and the country prayed as rescue teams navigated the flooded roads Friday and Saturday to retrieve hundreds of campers in disaster areas, which had lost power, internet, and road access when water levels rose 26 feet in 45 minutes, per state officials.

By Saturday evening, at least five of the missing girls from Camp Mystic—8- and 9-year-old campers and an 18-year-old counselor—had been reported dead along with the co-owner of the Christian girls camp, Dick Eastland. On Sunday, 10 campers and a counselor remained missing.

The death toll across the area rose to over 100 people, including 28 children, with recovery efforts ongoing. One of the young victims from the camp, Sarah Marsh, is the daughter of a professor at Samford University in Birmingham, according to the school’s president, who asked for prayer for the family.

On Monday, the camp made its first official statement, saying, “Camp Mystic is grieving the loss of 27 campers and counselors following the catastrophic flooding on the Guadalupe river. Our hearts are broken alongside our families that are enduring this unimaginable tragedy. We are praying for them constantly.”

The camp thanked state officials and first responders for their help as the search for the missing girls continues and asked for “continued prayers, respect and privacy for each of our families affected.”

At Camp Mystic, the cabins near the river housing the youngest campers—named Twins and Bubble Inn—took on water from both directions. Eastland rushed to rescue girls in one, and his brother Edward Eastland went to the other, directing the sleeping campers to get on the top bunks as flood levels rose higher and eventually reached the roofs.

Pictures of the aftermath inside show a tangle of wet bunk beds, girly bedding, stuffed animals, and electric fans, with dark mud covering the cabins’ red floors. Dick Eastland was found in a black SUV with three girls he had tried to save, camp staff member Craig Althaus said in The Washington Post. Althaus said he found surviving girls on cabin roofs and in trees.

Local churches called for water, food, and men with chainsaws to help the affected areas. They sent pastors to offer counsel amid anxious waiting and tearful hugs at the reunification sites set up at schools and churches.

“Sadly, today is about search and recovery, and unification of parents with children,” wrote one pastor, Joey Tombrella of First Baptist Church Kerrville. Parents just wanted to see their kids again.

In major cities in Texas, neighborhood Facebook groups and Instagram stories circulated photos of smiling elementary-age girls with their names and parents’ phone numbers—in hopes that they would be found soon and their families could finally hear confirmation of their safety.

According to news reports, most parents had only heard from Mystic by email: “We have sustained catastrophic level floods. If your daughter is not accounted for you have been notified. If you have not been personally contacted then your daughter is accounted for.” Dozens received the devastating phone call.

Camp Mystic had welcomed around 750 girls, 8 through 17, for a month-long term five days before the floods hit on Friday.

The nondenominational camp dates back to 1926 and has been run by the same family since 1939, spanning three generations. Counselors lead devotionals at breakfast and each night in the cabins. The camp holds Catholic Mass and a Vespers service each Sunday as well as a sunrise Communion service once a term, gathering at Chapel Hill, a hilltop site with a wooden cross and rows of stone benches.

“Campers and counselors join together to sing songs, listen to scripture, discover ways to grow spiritually, and learn to apply these lessons to their daily life at camp and back home,” according to a camp brochure, which quoted Psalm 121:1 (KJV): “I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.”

Sleepaway summer camps, especially Christian camps, have proven a powerful formational tool for youth, but they’ve always depended on trust—parents have to believe that camps have staff and policies in place to keep their kids safe.

Camp Mystic has not made public statements regarding its disaster plan. Texas officials helped evacuate Mystic campers by helicopter, with some having to cross a flooded bridge holding a rope to get to safety, according to the Associated Press.

The 700-acre camp is one of several located in Central Texas, north of San Antonio and west of Austin, a hilly, lush retreat dotted with beloved camp properties. The oldest date back a century and are considered “a touchstone of Texas culture.”

Like at Camp Mystic, lower-lying cabins at Camp La Junta flooded, and some boys had to swim to safety before the camp evacuated everyone to First Presbyterian Church in Kerrville. Nearby, Camp Waldemar accounted for its campers and reunited the girls to their families by Saturday. The “Christian-oriented” Camp Stewart for Boys hadn’t yet begun its July session and experienced minimal damage.

Heart O’ the Hills, just a mile up the river from Mystic, wasn’t hosting campers this week, but the camp lodge reportedly flooded up to the third floor, and its longtime director and co-owner, Jane Ragsdale, died in the flood. Like the others, it has canceled its upcoming session due to damage.

The Laity Lodge in Leakey, Texas, still had power and didn’t suffer damage from the floods, so a camp counselor from the ecumenical Christian retreat center came to Kerrville on his day off to volunteer to help. “Knowing that it could have just as easily happened to us—I’m grateful to be here,” he told The Washington Post.

It’s not the first time the waters of the Guadalupe have threatened campers in the area. In July 1987, hundreds of Christian youth at Pot O’ Gold Ranch left on buses and in vans on the last day of Bible camp to escape the overflowing river. Of the 40 kids on the last bus, 10 died in the flash flood—at the time one of the deadliest natural disasters in the Texas Hill Country.

On the 30th anniversary of the tragedy, CT heard from some of the survivors, who remembered desperately holding on to tree limbs as the water rushed past them and asking questions about why God would let this happen to them.

Christian author and parenting expert Sissy Goff, who spent six summers at Camp Waldemar, shared her advice for parents of campers who survived the flash flood, including listening to their kids talk and giving them the chance to connect with others who shared the experience.

A mother of a 10-year-old first-time Mystic camper whose cabin was on higher ground and who was bused to a reunification center told The New York Times that her daughter sang camp songs on the drive home.

Many of these songs have been sung at Mystic since it began. One traditional song, “Morning Prayer / Camp on the Guadalupe,” calls out to God in prayer, “Father in heaven, bless us we pray. Strengthen and guide us all through the day. Comfort and keep us, Lord, in thy will. Here at Camp Mystic, be with us still.”

This is a breaking news story and will be updated.

Pastors

Staying Motivated in Ministry (When You’re Not)

When ministry becomes mechanical, motivation dries up. But grace revives what guilt and grind never could.

CT Pastors July 3, 2025
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One of the most remarkable plants in nature is the ibervillea sonorae. It can exist for seemingly indefinite periods without soil or even water. As Annie Dillard tells the story, one was kept in a display case in the New York Botanical Garden for seven years without soil or water. For seven springs it sent out little anticipatory shoots looking for water. Finding none, it simply dried up again, hoping for better luck next year.

Now that’s what I call being motivated: hanging on, keeping on when it’s not easy.

But motivation can run out, even for the ibervillea sonorae. In the eighth year of no soil and water, the rather sadistic folks at the New York Botanical Garden had a dead plant on their hands.

Most pastors know what it’s like to find themselves past their seventh season, bereft of soil, thirsty, and waiting for the eighth spring. No more motivation; barely enough energy to send out another anticipatory shoot. With most of us, however, it happens seven or eight times each year. Would that we could last like that tough little desert plant.

Ministry’s twin sins

Sometimes it’s simple fatigue that finally takes its toll. Too much work, a lingering illness, or poor diet come singly or in combination, and we find ourselves in desperate need of rest. Simple fatigue, simple treatment, and we snap back like a rubber band.

But there may be a deeper meaning to our loss of motivation. It can stem from a loss of direction in the ministry. Preaching, teaching, training, counseling, and administrating may become intolerably burdensome because we have somehow forgotten why we are doing them. This weariness comes close to the deadly sin of sloth or acedia. Simple fatigue says, “I know I should be doing this, but I just can’t seem to generate the energy.” Acedia says, “Why? What’s the difference?”

“Acedia is all of Friday consumed in getting out the Sunday bulletin,” says Richard John Neuhaus in Freedom for Ministry. “Acedia is three hours dawdled away on Time magazine, which is then guiltily chalked up to ‘study.’ Acedia is evenings without number obliterated by television, evenings neither of entertainment nor of education, but of narcotized defense against time and duty. Above all, acedia is apathy, the refusal to engage the pathos of other lives and of God’s life with them.”

A physician friend once showed me a journal article on the “giving up, given up complex”—a psychological state found in people who lose their reasons for living. They ask, “Why? What’s the difference?” And that question makes even pastors vulnerable to exhaustion and burnout.

Curiously, loss of motivation can produce what appears to be the opposite of sloth or acedia: hyperactivity. But in reality, it is just another dimension of the same loss of direction and sense of “why” that saps us of our ability to do the “what” of ministry. “Hyperactivity and sloth are twin sins,” says Neuhaus. The only real difference is the anxious, frenetic shape hyperactivity takes.

Many pastors are no longer truly activated to do the work of the kingdom. Like children lost in a forest, the more lost they feel, the faster they run. Hyperactivity is to authentic motivation what junk food is to a nourishing diet. It gives the feeling of satisfaction while starving the person to death. In the New Testament it is the “Ephesian Syndrome” described in Revelation 2:17. The first love is gone, and now all that is left is the form and the trappings. People who have forgotten “why” become obsessed with “how.”

Clerical works-righteousness

The twin sins of acedia and hyperactivity can be expanded into triplets with the addition of a third: hubris. Hubris, or pride, was the word the Greeks used to speak of presumption, the folly of trying to be like the gods. This vice, rather than stemming from a loss of direction in the ministry, is the loss par excellence. For the Christian, hubris is anything we do to try to save ourselves. For pastors, it is anything we do to try to save the church: clerical works-righteousness.

Hubris is bad enough by itself, but it also sets us up for acedia and hyperactivity. One of the greatest crises I faced in ministry came concerning my preaching. I noticed a pattern developing in my weeks. Sunday afternoon through Monday morning I would be depressed. Monday afternoon through Wednesday evening I would feel fine. Thursday I would begin to feel irritable. Friday, it built. Saturday I was impossible to live with. Sunday morning I was filled with energy but out of touch with everyone. Worship would peak, and then I’d crash.

Week after week this cycle repeated itself. After a few months, I was vacillating between frenetic activity and paralyzing sloth. It just wasn’t fun being a preacher anymore. That concerned me greatly because I never doubted God called me to preach.

After much prayer and hard thought, it dawned on me: I was trying to preach the greatest sermon ever heard. I wasn’t satisfied to offer God and my people my best. I demanded superstardom.

Of course, superstardom escaped me. My depression each Sunday afternoon grew out of the disparity between what I sought and what I deserved. My sermonizing was clerical works-righteousness. It sapped me of authentic motivation, leaving me alternately asking the “What’s the difference?” of acedia, and proclaiming the “I am driven” of hyperactivity.

With the exception of simple fatigue, all loss of motivation is a form of forgetfulness. It is losing touch with the “why” of ministry, being cut off from the Vine, and then keeping busy enough or noisy enough to not have to face up to the disjointedness of our lives.

First-love revival

It is remembrance that keeps Christians awake; and the supreme act of Christian worship, the Lord’s Supper, draws us into fellowship with Christ by remembering his mercy and love for us. It is a love feast spread out upon a redeemed and quickened memory.

Remembrance keeps Christians awake; and the supreme act of Christian worship, the Lord’s Supper, draws us into fellowship with Christ by remembering his mercy and love.

Motivation to minister, then, is recovered only by a revived first love in response to the resurrected Christ’s command to “Remember the height from which you have fallen!” (Revelation 2:5, emphasis mine).

Sometimes remembrance means quiet reflection. More often, it means a more disciplined life of prayer, study, and rigorous thought. For me, when motivation goes, these three are the last things I want to do. “If only I could get motivated,” I rationalize, “then I could pray, study, and think again.”

It never seems to work that way. The more I need to pray and study, the less I feel like doing it. But do it I must. As the song says, “Them that gots is them that gets.” The choices I make when I don’t feel motivated are the most crucial of my walk. C. S. Lewis touched on this when he had Screwtape advise Wormwood that God will sometimes overwhelm us with his presence early in our experience, but he never allows that to last. His goal is to get us to stand on our own two legs, “to carry out from the will alone duties which have lost all relish.”

A call to remember is a call to get back to basics and back to the people God has given to us. Acedia, hyperactivity, and hubris isolate us from our congregation.

Each week I conduct a “sermon group.” Five or six people meet with me to do two things: critique my last sermon and discuss the text I’ll be preaching on next.

Face-to-face contact with real people struggling with me over the meaning and application of God’s Word motivates me tremendously; it can carry me along when I’m not particularly excited about preaching. Knowing I will be critiqued introduces a kind of salutary terror into my preparation I would not normally have. Besides, it’s good theology. Preaching should always grow out of a context of dialogue within a community. Jesus’ did. Paul’s did. What they had to say was not little gospel pills dropped out of the sky on an anonymous crowd, but vigorous conversation between God and specific people living in concrete situations.

Among the people God would want us to stay close to are our colleagues in ministry. These men and women know, as no one else, the difficulty of sustaining pure motivation. A high priority in my commitments is a covenant prayer group of fellow pastors. When one of us is “down” the others are “up” and can offer encouragement. My brothers and sisters in ministry often serve as agents of remembrance for me, reminding me why I’m here and what I’m to do.

Relaxed motivation

One last thing needs to be said about remembrance. It has to do with the sovereignty of God.

Martin Luther said he took great comfort from knowing that as he sat and enjoyed his mug of Wittenberg beer, the kingdom of God kept marching on. That assurance motivated him to work hard. He could relax and rest, and go back to work with greater energy. More important, when he did work, he knew nothing was wasted because God was sovereign over everything.

That’s how it should be for us. A motivated Christian is a relaxed and grateful Christian: grateful for what God has done in the resurrection of Christ, and relaxed because of his hope in God’s sure conclusion of all history in his Son. Freed from the bondage of the past and anxiety about the future, we can finally get down to the work at hand in the present.

Ben Patterson is a retired pastor, having served as campus pastor at Westmont College for 17 years and as a church planting pastor in Irvine, California for 23 years. . He is also a former contributing editor to Christianity Today and The Wittenburg Door and has authored many books.

Pastors

Cracked but Called

Often, the best pastors aren’t the ones without cracks. They’re the ones whose cracks let the light through.

CT Pastors July 3, 2025
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There’s an old boxing gym in my neighborhood. The windows are grimy, the signage rusted and broken. But through the glass, you can glimpse something profound happening inside. Old trainers with cauliflower ears guide young fighters through their paces. Heavy bags swing. The ring bears scuff marks from countless rounds, countless falls, countless moments when staying down would have been easier than getting back up.

What strikes me isn’t the violence, it’s the reverence. These aren’t thugs throwing wild punches. They’re craftsmen, learning their form in the hardest classroom imaginable. A trainer doesn’t measure a fighter by how many punches he avoids but by how many he takes and keeps going. The scars tell the story. The bruises mark the curriculum.

C.S. Lewis understood this when he wrote from wartime London: 

“Only those who try to resist temptation know how strong it is. After all, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting against it, not by giving in.”

I think about that boxing gym every time I hear the statistics that haunt pastors’ conferences—67% have wrestled with pornography; 59% battle depression; and 40% have faced serious conflict in their churches. We whisper these numbers like confessions, ashamed of the failure they represent. But maybe they mean something else. Maybe they’re evidence that we’ve stepped into the ring.

Formed by the fight

I know pastors who’ve learned their theology in the ring.

Michael has wrestled with sexual addiction for 18 years. He’s not acting out or crossing lines, but he’s fighting a daily battle that most couldn’t imagine. He preaches on purity with an authority that comes from the trenches. When a young man confesses similar struggles, Michael doesn’t offer platitudes. He offers partnership from someone who knows the weight of the gloves.

Then there’s David, whose anger could incinerate relationships if he allowed it. But he’s learned to turn that fire into compassion. His gentleness with difficult parishioners comes not from natural temperament but was forged through daily victories of restraint.

And there’s Rebecca, a pastor’s wife and lay leader, who battles depression while helping her husband lead a church through its own grief. She serves every Sunday with her own sorrow in tow. When she speaks about joy, it’s not from a place of constant sunshine. It’s from the ash heap, where she gained hard-won knowledge that joy is possible in the darkest of places.

What they share is this: They’re all still fighting. Still getting up. Still showing up to the ring day after day, knowing they’ll take hits but showing up anyway and refusing to throw in the towel.

Lewis wasn’t just talking about temptation. He was talking about the whole curriculum of spiritual warfare. You don’t discover the enemy’s strength by avoiding the fight. You learn it by resisting—by staying in the fight long enough to understand what you’re up against.

Pastors who limp

Consider Jacob, who wrestled all night with a divine opponent who could have ended the match instantly. He walked away limping, his hip permanently displaced. But he also emerged blessed, carrying a new name that means “he wrestles with God.” The limp, like his new name, was his badge of honor, proof that he was strong enough to stay in the ring when everything in him wanted to quit.

Our churches need that story. Often, the most mature believers are the ones who limp. They bear the most scars. The pastors who understand grace best are the ones who’ve needed it most desperately, most consistently, most recently.

The same principle applies to pastoral couples. When both husband and wife bear those scars—when both have fought and gotten back up—their partnership in ministry becomes something forged in the fires of mutual dependence on grace. Not polished. Forged.

Reading the wrong scorecard

We’ve confused the boxing ring with a ballroom. We reward pastors for avoiding hits rather than for staying in the fight after taking the hits. We elevate those who have never felt the enemy’s strength and dismiss those who have fought hard and refused to surrender.

Fifty-five percent of pastors who acknowledge wrestling with pornography live in constant fear of being discovered. Not because they’ve surrendered to sin, but because they’ve been wounded in battle, convinced their struggle disqualifies them from ministry rather than qualifies them for deeper effectiveness.

But what if we’ve been reading the scorecard wrong? What if the pastor still fighting temptation after 20 years isn’t a liability but a guide? What if the leader who shepherds others while battling depression isn’t weak but faithful?

When to draw the boundary line

Let me address the elephant in the room: Boundaries matter. There’s a crucial difference between fighting temptation and yielding to it, between struggling with sin and being enslaved by it, between wrestling with weakness and being defeated by it.

A pastor who is tempted by sexual sin but seeks help, sets boundaries, and protects others is fundamentally different from one who crosses ethical lines. The leader walking through inner storms yet still caring for the flock stands apart from one whose mental health compromises his ability to provide pastoral care. The minister channeling anger into righteous passion differs dramatically from one whose rage wounds the sheep.

Clear disqualification markers include:

  • Ongoing, unrepentant sin (sexual misconduct, financial impropriety, substance abuse)
  • Inability to provide essential pastoral care due to mental health crises
  • Compromised judgment that repeatedly harms others
  • Surrender to temptation rather than active resistance

Denominations draw these lines differently. But what remains consistent across traditions is the need to walk in the light, not hide. Honest struggle, not passive defeat.

The question isn’t whether pastors struggle. They all do. The question is whether they’re still in the ring.

Creating corner support

Every fighter needs someone in his corner—someone who sees the bruises, knows when to push and when to comfort, can tend to wounds, and help strategize for the next round. But many pastors fight alone, afraid that admitting to struggle will lead to removal from the ring.

The key to effective corner support lies in understanding the unique roles that different relationships play in a pastor’s life. A spouse is often the closest witness to the battle but cannot be the only one in the corner. The weight is too much for one person to carry.

I meet monthly with a group of five pastors. When one confessed his struggle with pride and growing hunger for a platform, the group didn’t even flinch. Instead of shame, he received strategy from others who’d fought similar battles. “Your awareness makes you safer in leadership, not more dangerous,” someone told him. “You’re still fighting. That’s what matters.”

Let’s call it corner support. A good corner offers three things: First, they maintain strict confidentiality, understanding that vulnerability shared carelessly becomes gossip that destroys. Second, they distinguish between struggle and surrender, recognizing that ongoing battle is different from capitulation. Third, they provide practical accountability without becoming amateur therapy sessions. And when the fight calls for it, they know when to tag in professional help—whether that’s a counselor who understands ministry pressures, spiritual directors who focus on soul care, or medical professionals who recognize that some battles have physiological components. That’s not defeat. That’s wisdom. Different rounds need different gear.

The beauty of Christ in our brokenness

Here’s what we must never forget: We are not fighting alone, and we don’t fight on our own strength. The same Spirit who raised Christ from the dead dwells in us, empowering us for battles we could never win through willpower alone. Jesus—who conquered sin and death—walks with us through every dark valley, every round our strength fails.

When Jesus washed his disciples’ feet, he knew they’d eventually betray, deny, and abandon him within hours. Peter would curse his name. Thomas would doubt his resurrection. Still, he knelt. The Son of God served those who would fail him most spectacularly.

That moment wasn’t just about humility—it was about relationship. Even leaders need someone to tend to the parts that get dirty along the way. To speak gospel truth when shame whispers lies.

This is why isolation kills pastors. We were never meant to wash our own feet. We need others who see the mud and mire to gently clean away what ministry has caked on, who remind us that we belong to the one who calls us beloved (Rom. 9:25 CSB).

Paul understood this when he wrote about “treasure in jars of clay”—ordinary, fragile vessels that chip and crack with use. But the cracks don’t diminish the treasure; they reveal it. When light shines through, people see not our weakness but God’s strength made perfect in that weakness.

The gospel doesn’t dim because the jar is battered. The pastor who is still struggling carries it. The one limping still preaches it. The jar may be worn, but the treasure still remains.

What if we stopped pretending to be made of marble and embraced the reality that we’re jars of clay?

When you’re battling the same temptation for the hundredth time, remember: The crack doesn’t disqualify you; it makes the light visible. You are a jar of clay carrying the treasure of Christ.

When you feel overwhelmed and wonder if you have anything left to give, remember: The treasure isn’t your strength, it’s his. Clay jars don’t generate light; they simply house it.

When criticism cuts deep and you question your calling, remember: Jesus himself was misunderstood, rejected, and criticized by religious leaders who should have recognized him. Your worth isn’t determined by human approval but by divine adoption.

Find someone who can wash your feet in the gospel, someone safe who sees where ministry has left you wounded or dirtied and responds not with disgust, but with grace. Let that person speak truth over the lies that shame whispers. Allow him to remind you whose you are.

Gather with other clay jars—not to compare cracks but to celebrate the light breaking through them. Share your struggles not as confessions of failure but as testimonies to grace.

The same Christ who knelt to serve still kneels beside us in our weakness. The same Spirit who empowered the early church empowers us for today’s battles. The same Father who has called us beloved since before the world’s creation still sings over us when we feel most unworthy.

Your struggles are not the end of your story; they’re the places where God’s story gets told through cracked clay. 

Keep fighting, not because you’re strong enough, but because he is.

Keep serving, not because you’re perfect, but because his perfect love covers a multitude of sins.

The treasure remains. The light still shines. And you—cracked, tired, still fighting—are still his.

Thomas Anderson is the pastor of disciple making at Grace Community Church in Fulton, Maryland.

Theology

The Basics of Muslim History and Law

At the minimum, here’s what Christians should know.

Muslim reading the Quran
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As religious historian Rodney Stark has shown, religions compete. Early in the seventh century AD, Judaism was making inroads in Arabia, but it had stringent entry requirements. While some Muslims early on were reluctant to accept new converts because they reduced the tax base (Muslims paid a lower rate), Islam increasingly welcomed everyone who simply declared, “There is no God but Allah, and Muhammad is his prophet.”

As is often the case in religions, a small number of commands proliferates into a vast array of injunctions. Islamic scholars have found within the Quran requirements about food (generally similar to those for Jews who keep kosher), rules concerning marriage and divorce, penalties for crimes, and commercial regulations including a ban on riba (usury).

Muslims are also to abstain from a variety of acts seen as harmful, including gambling. Islam bans consumption not only of drugs, seen as distorting thought, but also of alcohol, with no distinction between drinking a glass of wine and getting drunk.

Many rules are precise. For instance, do not eradicate insects by burning them because fire is to be used only on rats, scorpions, crows, kites, and mad dogs. However, some Iranians now push back against injunctions such as not reading the Quran in a house where there is a dog unless the dog is used for hunting, farming, or herding livestock. (A New York Times headline about Iranian law read, “Dog Walking Is a Clear Crime.”)

Some rules emphasize humility: Don’t boast about how you’ve contributed to build a mosque. Don’t set up elaborate grave markers. Don’t wear clothes just designed to attract attention.

Other rules restrict the activities of women. For example, women are supposed to go on hajj, but only with a husband or male relative. Men can practice polygamy in many Muslim traditions, and more than 25 percent of Muslims in six African countries, most notably Nigeria and Burkina Faso, live in polygamous households. (Some Christians in those countries do as well.) In general, more Muslim and Orthodox Jewish men than women attend services, with separate and usually smaller prayer spaces provided for females. Christianity is opposite.

Sociology is downstream from theology. Muslims say Muhammad received the revelation of the Quran from the angel Jibreel (Gabriel) in AD 610 and became a strong defender of the autonomy and uniqueness of Allah. He took on the task of moving his countrymen from polytheism and decadence to monotheism and morality, but they initially opposed him.   

In AD 622, facing persecution in Mecca, Muhammad escaped 275 miles north to Yathrib, an oasis village later renamed Medina, the city of the prophet. (Muslims today follow a lunar calendar that starts with this trip, called the Hijrah.) Jews in Medina antagonized him by rejecting his message, but Muhammad defeated opponents and unified nomadic Arab tribes before his death in 632.

Believing Muslims say we should have faith in the Quran because Allah literally spoke it to the angel Jibreel, who in turn gave it directly to Muhammad over a 23-year period from the time Muhammad was 40 years old. They say that Muhammad told associates what Jibreel had said and that they memorized his words.

Since Muslims portray Muhammad as sinless, they are to ask themselves every day WWMD: “What would Muhammad do?” Believers try to sleep, eat, drink, and even dress as he did. They try to repeat the special prayers he uttered upon going to sleep and waking up, or even upon entering and leaving the bathroom.

Many also say the Quran praises the extension of Islam through military might: “Surely Allah loves those who fight in His cause in solid ranks as if they were one concrete structure” (Sura 61:4). The Quran condemns those who hang back: “What is the matter with you that when you are asked to march forth in the cause of Allah, you cling firmly to your land? Do you prefer the life of this world over the Hereafter? The enjoyment of this worldly life is insignificant compared to that of the Hereafter. If you do not march forth, He will afflict you with a painful torment and replace you with other people” (9:38–39).

Some Muslims use those verses to commend militant expansion of Islam. Christianity has the Crusades on its permanent record; however, many avoid using the word crusade now. Campus Crusade for Christ changed its name to Cru, and the Christian Anti-Communism Crusade is now past tense. Jesus said, “Give back to Caesar what is Caesar’s” (Matt. 22:21), but Muhammad was a theological, political, and military leader rolled into one.

Unlike Christians who eventually separated church and state, Muslims in the modern era have struggled to define the role of each sphere. The Quran teaches, “Let there be no compulsion in religion” (Sura 2:256), yet the role of government is to enforce the law. Islam permits freedom of worship for Jews and Christians, but not the propagation of their creed.

An oft-cited but disputed tradition from Muhammad says those who leave Islam must be killed. Several Muslim countries have anti-blasphemy laws that include capital punishment, although the level of enforcement varies. Still, cultural rejection that can even include honor killing is one reason fewer people publicly disaffiliate from Islam than from Christianity.

While living in Washington, DC, from 1989 to 1991, I joined a PCA church pastored by scholar Palmer Robertson, who provided a Bible reading plan for most readers and one with about triple the amount “for the hearty ones.” In that tradition, I recommend, at the close of this series, a just-published book by John Tolan, Islam: A New History from Muhammad to the Present (Princeton, 2025).

Regarding the early expansion of Islam, Tolan writes, “The Arabic texts that chronicle these conquests portray them as an acting out of God’s will… through the valorous exploits of Muslim armies.” Religion-based autocracy is also a fact of recent years, as Tolan concludes: “It would take many pages to mention all the heads of state, from Morocco to Indonesia, who mobilized Islam to legitimize their power in the face of their subjects or citizens, or who manipulated various currents of Islam to try to find allies.”

But Tolan also highlights peaceful aspects of Islam, starting with his cover portrait of Rabia al-Adawiyya, a mystic poetess and flute player who lived in what is now Iraq and helped to found Sufism. By official affiliation, it’s a small stream compared to Islam’s Tigris and Euphrates (the Sunni and Shiite sects) but one indication of the religion’s complexity.

Theology

What Do Iraq’s Persecuted Yazidis Believe?

Adam, reincarnation, and a holy peacock.

A Yazidi boy kisses a figure of a black snake at the entrance of the Temple of Lalish in Iraq.

A Yazidi boy kisses a figure of a black snake at the entrance of the Temple of Lalish in Iraq.

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This is part 3 in a series on the Yazidi community. Click here for parts 1 and 2.

Hadi Maao has faced multiple challenges in his 22 years of life. At age five, his mud-brick house fell on him, a result of nearby car bombings. At age 12, he fled to the mountains when ISIS displaced his people. At age 19, he dodged police while seeking asylum in Europe. Today, he lives and works legally in the Netherlands, while missing and worrying about his family still living in camps in northern Iraq.

Yet he maintains hope.

“God is always by my side,” Maao said. “And when I pray, he assures me of his presence.”

The thought sounds very evangelical. Yet Maao is Yazidi, a member of a minority religious community in Iraq that dates back to ancient Mesopotamia.

CT profiled Maao in part 1 of this series. In part 2, we described the challenges of Christian aid groups who help Yazidis in Kurdistan, the northern Iraqi region hosting many camps for the displaced. USAID cuts, also described in part 1, have drastically reduced humanitarian service.

Alongside his faith, Maao credited the prayers of his foreign Christian friends for his continued well-being. Conversion to another religion is forbidden to his people, Maao said. But he believes there is only a “thread of difference” between Yazidis and Christians.

This is far from the case in theology. Maao said that in ethics and conduct, the communities are close and keep good relations. But he made the comparison as the two minority religious groups have faced persecution from the majority Muslims, many of whom charge Yazidis with devil worship. Christians sometimes speak similarly, claiming Yazidis worship Lucifer.

The Bible does not give many details about the origin of Satan’s evil—only that in pride the angel rebelled against God and God cast him out of heaven. But in Islam, the Quran relates that when Allah created Adam, he commanded the angels to bow before the human creation. Believing himself superior, Satan refused.

Maao said that in the Yazidi story, God rewarded this angel (which they believe was a spirit called Melek Tawûs) for his refusal, as he would only worship God. In another version, however, Melek Tawûs’s disobedience was forgiven with his repentance, evidenced by tears that quenched the fires of hell.

Maao stated that Yazidi beliefs are relayed by oral tradition, creating multiple narratives as families pass stories down from father to son. Only select members of the religion possess true knowledge of its esoteric tenets, with no standard creed or confession of faith. Alongside the interview with Maao, this article primarily relies on Christine Allison’s entry in the Oxford Research Encyclopedia of Religion.

In the Yazidi language, Melek Tawûs translates as “Peacock Angel,” one of seven spirits called “Holy Beings” that emanate from God yet are inseparable from God’s essence. In this sense, Yazidis consider their religion monotheistic. The peacock—related or not—was an early Christian symbol of immortality. As the chief spirit, the Peacock Angel enacts God’s will in the world.

Yazidi shrine of Melek Tawûs, the Peacock Angel.Levi Clancy / WikiMedia Commons
Yazidi shrine of Melek Tawûs, the Peacock Angel.

Yazidis live primarily in the towns of Sinjar and Shekhan in Kurdistan, and while estimates vary, they number about 500,000 people worldwide. They believe one of the Holy Beings took the form of Adam, whom God created at Lalish, a village north of Mosul in Iraq that to them represents the center of the universe. Yet Yazidis believe they are separate creations from Adam, spirits different from the rest of humanity.

To the Yazidis, Jesus was also an incarnation of the Holy Beings and raised to life by Melek Tawûs. Another was Hasan al-Basri, an eighth-century Muslim ascetic and leading figure in the development of Sufism—Islam’s mystical tradition. Yazidis trace their modern community to Sheikh Adi ibn Musafir, founder of a 12th-century Sufi order and also a divine incarnation.  

Yazidis believe that when they die, their souls reincarnate as different Yazidis, with each stage ideally achieving greater purification; according to oral tradition, hell does not figure into the equation. This explains why Yazidis thoroughly reject conversions—for if they convert, they can never return to their religion and are left in a type of limbo, no longer able to progress toward God. Marriage outside the community may also ostracize them. A 19th-century Anglican missionary described Yazidis as industrious, clean, and orderly—but with no interest in the gospel.

“The pain [of conversion] would run deep, a sense of loss to span generations,” Maao said.

Throughout Yazidi history, the people group has constantly faced persecution. Kurdish Muslims executed the grandnephew of Sheikh Adi and killed 200 of his followers and set aflame his bones in effigy. An attack in 1415 burned the shrine at Lalish, and a 1566 Ottoman fatwa licensed the murder and enslavement of Yazidis on the charge of devil worship.

British intervention resulted in an 1849 Ottoman edict granting Yazidis legal status. But in 1892, another attack killed Yazidi civilians and resulted in the community head’s forced conversion to Islam. Yazidis fled their homes in Turkey with the Armenian Genocide and fought alongside Christian Armenians in 1918 to help establish the modern state.

Today, about 35,000 Yazidis live in Armenia, making up the nation’s largest ethnic minority. Thousands went to Germany in the 1970s when the country granted them asylum, and sizable populations reside also in Lincoln, Nebraska, and Houston, Texas.

But Yazidi shrines exist only in Iraq. Sheikh Adi is buried in Lalish, where Yazidi faithful make a yearly autumn pilgrimage. Yazidis are each required to make the trek once in their lifetime, if able. The ground inside the shrine is holy, and upon visiting, devotees take dirt to bring to their homes. Inside, Yazidis each express their prayers by tying a string on the drapery, while untying an existing string to symbolize God’s answering of prior requests. Alternate forms of petition include hugging a pillar, throwing a cloth at the wall, or building a tower out of smooth stones.

During the pilgrimage, Yazidis sacrifice a bull, preparing its meat for a community meal. They believe that Holy Beings descend during that time to decide the workings of fate for another year.

Other rituals include ceremonial washing in the Lalish springs and the circumcision of infants. During New Year’s celebrations in April, they color eggs.

Yazidis pray three times a day facing the sun. Maao said the practice is not necessary for ordinary members of the community, as most do not know the proper words and movements. The caste-like division of society includes murids (lay Yazidis), pirs (priests), and sheikhs (the knowledgeable religious class). These words all relate to Sufi degrees of initiation, but Yazidis are born into their categorizations and assigned by family heritage.

Another group is called qewwels, who sing complex Yazidi hymns. Maao’s family is among the faqirs, ascetics who wear sacred black wool cloaks in imitation of Sheikh Adi. His grandfather wore one as a religious practitioner, but neither Maao nor his father do. The role requires an austere lifestyle and devotion to arcane practices, he said, which are not necessary to be a good Yazidi.

Maao summarized Yazidi ethics as helping others without asking about their religion. He learned there are 72 other religions in the world, and Yazidis are number 73. Despite the history of persecution, they must pray for the other faiths before they pray for themselves. Another Yazidi, Hussein Salem, told CT the Yazidi faith is about love and forgiveness.

“We have a clean heart,” Maao said. “We don’t hate anyone.”

News

CRC Helps Pastors Minister Where Assisted Suicide Is Legal

The Reformed denomination “deplores” the legalization of the practice and offers recommendations for caring for the dying.

Two people clasp hands on the lap of a hospital patient with a medical bracelet
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As assisted suicide continues to grow in Canada and expands in the US, a major Reformed body has moved to “deplore” its legalization in the strongest terms and offer the most detailed denominational guidelines to date on practical and pastoral care around the practice.

Last month, at an annual synod marked by difficult disagreements over sexual ethics, delegates from the Christian Reformed Church in North America (CRC) came together to speak out against medically assisted suicide.

“It is very rare that synod speaks this strongly about any issue,” Stephen Terpstra, synod president, said after the unanimous vote.

“We have said that we ‘deplore’ something, and we have spoken in the strongest possible language about the care and the value of human life and about the pastoral ways that we can live with each other even in very difficult circumstances.” 

A task force including members from Canada, which contains nearly a quarter of CRC churches, and the US spent two years developing a report and recommendations about how churches should care for people who are dying or have terminal illnesses or disabilities.

As of 2024, around 650 Christian Reformed pastors and chaplains minister in places where medically assisted suicide is legal.

The task force offered a list of suggestions for pastoral visits to aging and terminally ill parishioners, including examples of helpful Scriptures and hymns. It also discussed how pastors can help parishioners work through their own feelings on assisted suicide and endorsed conscientious objection for health care workers in their congregations.

The report additionally addressed grieving or holding funerals for people who died by assisted suicide, saying, “We believe that all the promises of God are still true,” and “We hold on to the promise that nothing in all creation can separate us from the love of God (Rom. 8:38–39); that God is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy (Ps. 103:8); and that salvation is by grace alone, through faith, and comes to us as a gift from God (Eph. 2:8–9).”

The nearly 175 delegates approved the report and recommendations unanimously, agreeing assisted suicide “is not congruent with a biblical, Christian understanding of life and death.”

But a subcommittee that reviewed the report before the synod wanted a stronger condemnation. It wrote an additional recommendation that the CRC “deplore” medically assisted suicide.

The church needs to be “prophetic” and “speak to the evil” of medically assisted suicide, said Richard Grift, a Canadian pastor who presented the recommendation at synod.

Action is needed now, he said.

“There is urgency for being clear and prophetic on this issue because of the speed at which society is accepting and expanding the availability of medically assisted suicide,” the recommendation reads.

Grift told Christianity Today after the synod that he was “very pleased” with the vote.

“I hope that the church in Canada speaks clearly to our politicians about putting the brakes on extending access to medically assisted suicide,” he said.

He hopes other denominations make similar statements.

“We need as a church across Canada to send a message that life is valuable, all life. We need to find other ways to help people with their suffering rather than encouraging them to take their lives.”

Medically assisted suicide continues to grow more acceptable and accessible. In May, Delaware joined 10 other states and Washington, DC, in legalizing assisted suicide.

On June 10, days before the CRC synod, senators in New York voted in favor of assisted suicide. The bill needs the governor’s approval to become law.

In Canada, assisted suicide—which the law calls “medical assistance in dying” (MAID)—has been legal in all provinces and territories since 2016. Since then, 60,301 Canadians have died by assisted suicide. In 2023, it accounted for nearly 5 percent of all deaths in the country.

In 2027, Canada is set to legalize assisted suicide for people whose only medical condition is a mental illness. Unlike US state laws, which say a person must have six months or less to live, Canada does not require such a prognosis.

In certain US states, doctors write prescriptions for lethal drugs that patients must take themselves. In Canada, self-administration rarely occurs. In most cases, a doctor or nurse administers the drugs intravenously. Many say this is better described as euthanasia.

Canada’s assisted suicide laws have raised international concern.

In Canada, assisted suicide was originally restricted to adults with what the law calls “grievous and irremediable” illnesses, diseases or disabilities with a “reasonably foreseeable natural death.”

In 2021, the requirement that someone’s death be “reasonably foreseeable” was removed. This made it possible for adults who have disabilities to die by assisted suicide even if they are not dying.

In March, a United Nations committee said it was “extremely concerned” about how Canada’s MAID laws place the lives of people with disabilities at risk. The committee recommended Canada stop allowing MAID for people whose deaths are not “reasonably foreseeable” and not expand eligibility further.

The CRC task force also voiced concerns about how medically assisted suicide impacts people with disabilities.

Medically assisted suicide for people with disabilities “involves an alarming devaluation of people who are every bit as valuable as nondisabled people.” The report calls for churches to make sure their buildings are accessible to people with disabilities and for church members to work to remove barriers people with disabilities face.

“To be pro-life is to be pro-disabled people,” the report says.

The report encourages churches to care both for people who are suffering from terminal illnesses and for their caregivers. It describes the differences between palliative care, which is intended to ease pain for dying people, and medically assisted suicide, which is intended to end life. And it does say Christians should not feel like they must pursue “medically futile interventions.”

The report also emphasizes the need for Christians to lament suffering.

“Lament shows us that God and God’s people can hold space for deep feelings; suffering is not to be repressed or hidden,” the report says. Lament, it notes, can encourage suffering Christians that God hears all their prayers and will not abandon them.

“We can’t be glib about suffering,” said Dr. Stephen Vander Klippe, a family doctor in Ontario who chaired the task force. “Suffering is horrible.”

Lament allows churches and individuals to acknowledge the reality of suffering, he says. When Christians help people who are suffering, they acknowledge that God is present in suffering.

“Jesus himself suffered,” Vander Klippe said in an interview before the report was presented at synod. “He did not sit from his throne and give directions. He himself suffered, and so as he walks with us, we are called to do the same.”

Zachary King, CRC general secretary, said churches should expect that public support for medically assisted suicide will grow.

“This particular genie is not going back in the bottle,” he said in an interview before synod.

He called the report “a wonderful gift to the church” and praised its practical suggestions for how churches and individuals can help people who are suffering.

“If we’re going to talk about life, we need to care about life in all of its diversity and not just … what we might say is the idealized, healthy life,” he said.

Being pro-life includes more than just condemning unbiblical practices, he said.

“The call for Christ’s body to love and care and nurture life is not just a ‘do not.’ It’s also a ‘do,” he explained. “And the ‘do’ piece here is [to] show love and care and support for people in all seasons of life, but especially those in the final season of life.”

Ideas

How to Fight Online Like a Christian

Contributor

Social media debates about theology can be good. But let’s not make it a quarrelsome spectator sport.

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I grew up with three brothers and one pretty tough sister. We fought—a lot. About who cheated at Uno. About who ate the last cornbread muffin. About whether Mom really said that or whether someone was just making it up. There were raised voices, bruised egos, and, occasionally, bruised arms.

But because we were family, we always made up. And oddly enough, the fights also made us stronger. They reminded us that while we might clash, we still belonged to one another. They also taught the other kids in the Chicago neighborhood where I grew up an important lesson: Don’t mess with the Butlers. They’re tough, and they’ve got each other’s backs.

In many ways, sibling fights have a lot in common with theological disputes among Christians. It’s not new for the church to have disagreements. And when it comes to defending essential doctrines, its good and godly to fight (Jude 3-4). But nowadays, it’s easy to see that many believers have become too quick to jump into squabbles, often lobbing accusations against one another in combative—and quarrelsome—subcultures on social media.

One recent conflict played out between Pastor Eric Mason and Tiphani Montgomery, who have large followings online. Their public dispute about accurate prophecy and spiritual submission set social media on fire, sparking both discussions and online fights among their followers. Reaction videos, breakdowns, and threaded think pieces circulated across platforms, with people quickly picking sides and sharing who they thought was right or wrong. Jackie Hill Perry and Preston Perry, who have done ministry work with Mason, also found themselves dragged into the dispute.

For some, it was a spectacle. For others, it was a personal theological clash on how to discern a real prophet from a fraud. But for many of us, it was also a moment to pause and consider what the online frenzy reveals about the church in our current age: how we teach, how we disciple, how we form convictions, and how we handle disagreement in public. 

From the Jerusalem Council in Acts to Paul’s rebuke of Peter in Galatians to the church fathers in Nicaea, Christians have always had to work out theological tensions in front of watching eyes. It has been part of how we grow and how we bear witness to the truth of Jesus Christ. Some theological conflicts need to be visible. And some questions must be asked and answered in front of the broader body.      

But in our modern age, public disagreements have also become a spectator sport. Our councils are Instagram posts, and our “letter to the churches” arrives as a 20-minute YouTube monologue or a thread on X. Soon enough, the views and comments flood in. And when the dust settles, we’re left with weaker fellowship and a diminished public witness.

If you’re a fighter, I understand the temptation. We live in an era that often downplays theology—even when it’s clear as day—as divisive or outdated. As a pastor, I find this especially frustrating. What we believe and teach, even on issues nonessential to salvation, matters to God. Theology shapes our lives in both good and bad ways. And because of that, it’s valuable and necessary to “correctly handle the word of truth” (2 Tim. 2:15) on all topics.

Pursuing doctrinal clarity can guide us, but it’s well-known that it won’t resolve all our fights. Sometimes the Bible doesn’t speak clearly on a subject. And when those topics come up, it’s fine to say so—knowing that our finite minds are wrestling with infinite truth that must be approached with reverence, not arrogance. We must have the type of humility that recognizes that while the Word of God is infallible, we are not. And that on this side of glory, our understanding will always be partial and incomplete (1 Cor. 13:9).

That’s not an excuse to doubt everything, but it’s one reason God commands us to be “quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry” (James 1:19). How much more so should we do that when other sincere believers, equally committed to the authority of Scripture, arrive at different conclusions. We don’t have to surrender truth, yet we should refuse to assume we possess all of it and do so perfectly. We can hold our convictions with confidence and compassion while avoiding the trap of treating every disagreement like a battle to win. The church, after all, is a family, not a fan base.

In a fractured church with no shared court of discipline, public disputes on theology —especially among leaders—requires discernment. Public rebuke is a serious act. And while it may need to happen in some cases, our conversations should be rooted in love for Christ’s body, marked by spiritual discernment, and carried out with humility and a clear sense of responsibility before God.

One of the biggest problems I’ve seen with online disputes is that they become too fleshly. Even when one side might clearly be in the right, social media skirmishes have a way of bringing out a type of nastiness, often with a dash of pride, defensiveness, and anger. People don’t want to be seen as “the losers” in public or quickly apologize for what they could have said or done differently. And before long, godly character has taken a back seat as followers take sides, assign motives, and pick up offenses on behalf of someone they’ve never even met.

For many of us, blowups can also serve as a reminder that our spiritual growth cannot be outsourced to influencers or the latest pastor we’ve found on the internet. Online teachers and content creators can be incredibly helpful. But formation into the likeness of Christ happens most deeply in the context of real-life relationships: in families, in local churches, and in spiritual friendships where we are truly known. Discipleship requires more than access to good content. It needs mutual submission, accountability, and community.

We can embrace that and still see that something beautiful is happening online. As Richard Foster wrote in Streams of Living Water, “a new thing is coming. God is gathering his people once again, creating of them an all-inclusive community of loving persons with Jesus Christ as the community’s prime sustainer and most glorious inhabitant.” This beautiful cross-pollination is happening in part because of online platforms, which are helping Christians engage people they might never have encountered.

But as Tish Harrison Warren has previously discussed, this new landscape also raises important questions about authority and accountability. It means theological disagreement is more visible than ever, which can be good and help us grow if we approach it the right way.

The culture around us desperately needs to relearn how to disagree well. If the church can model that—if we can be sharpened, not shattered, by our differences—then our public theology can become not just a witness of what we believe but also a testimony to who we are and to whom we belong. And that, more than any trending video or clapback post, is what the world needs to see.

Chris Butler is the director of Christian civic formation at the Center for Christianity & Public Life.

Books
Review

The Worlds William F. Buckley Straddled

A landmark biography shows the storied conservative leader walking intellectual, journalistic, and financial tightropes.

An image of William Buckley in a collage with newspapers and books.
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William F. Buckley Jr., who died in 2008, needs no introduction to older readers. He founded the conservative journal National Review in 1955 and hosted the PBS program Firing Line from 1966 to 1999, setting the US television record for the longest-running public affairs show with a single host.

Sam Tanenhaus’s new biography, carrying the one-word title Buckley, checks in at just over 1,000 pages. But Buckley’s eventful life and colorful personality justify the length. Comedians parodied the way he slouched in a chair, rolled his eyes, and hung out his tongue. He also spoke multisyllabically with a distinctive Europeanized drawl reflecting Texas roots and early influence of a nanny and Parisian schools, through which he learned Spanish and French.

Buckley was rich, initially through his father’s entrepreneurship, and loved spending on lavish accommodations, sleek boats, and fine food and drink. Those who remember the movie Chariots of Fire could think him a cousin of Lord Lindsay, who practiced for a track event with glasses of champagne precariously perched on hurdles. Buckley never wanted to show sweat, but he wrote approximately 5,600 newspaper columns, as well as 40 nonfiction books and 10 spy novels.

He was also very smart. When atheist Ayn Rand met him, she said, “You are too intelligent to believe in God.” But Buckley did—and said so. He also believed in marriage, enjoying a good one that lasted 57 years. One of 10 children, he and his wife had just one, author Christopher Buckley. Never holding political office himself, he had independent instincts but also an affection for being close to power.

In 1936, when Buckley was 10, his tutor wrote, “If he can conquer his impatience and hastiness he should go far.” Tanenhaus concludes he “did not conquer either, then or later, but went far anyway.” But in what direction? Tanenhaus describes how, at times, “the worlds Buckley straddled—of journalism and advocacy, of personal friendship and ideological principle, of high motives and low connivances—were tearing him apart.”

Buckley’s early fame came at Yale University from 1946 to 1950. He was a champion debater. Tanenhaus describes him “rising on his toes, his shirttail tugging out over his belt (he favored big silver Texas buckles), as he delivered the cutting phrases.” He excelled on the Yale Daily News, finishing first in a two-month-long “heeling competition” that remained standard on the college newspaper for the next several decades. (Reporters, sometimes treated like dogs, had to go through obedience training.)

Buckley became top dog, handing out reporting assignments just after lunch (bacon-and-peanut-butter sandwiches) and working away until sometimes past midnight: He would “scream and yell at the younger kids,” his managing editor recalled. “He was so superior, so commanding,” one student said.

Soon after graduating, Buckley turned that ferocity against the school’s faculty in his first book, God and Man at Yale. The book, which became a bestseller, took aim at professors “who will tell us that Jesus Christ was the greatest fraud that history has known … who will tell us that morality is an anachronistic conception, rendered obsolete by the advances of human thought.” The resulting fame helped catapult Buckley into the court of Senator Joe McCarthy, who said Communists had captured not only campuses but also the federal government.

McCarthy was a liar who eventually drank a quart of liquor a day. Some reporters were complicit in hiding this fact, fearing that a truthful story would get them fired. As Tanenhaus notes, “A journalist who had knocked on McCarthy’s hotel door for a 7:00 A.M. appointment found ‘Mr. Anti-Communist’ sprawled naked on the bed gulping down a pitcher of martinis. He had not written the incident up.”

But in a book he coauthored, McCarthy and his Enemies, Buckley concluded that McCarthyism was a positive force “around which men of good will and stern morality can close ranks.” The book minimized the first part of the title to maximize the last: The enemies were so evil that McCarthy was the “virtuous disrupter,” and it didn’t matter that he wasn’t virtuous.

Buckley also found that attacking “American intellectuals and the liberal press” got him mentions in newspapers and helped book sales. He kept saying that those who depicted McCarthy accurately were displaying a “cynical attitude of malice.” As McCarthy imploded in 1954 on that new medium, television, “other supporters fell away, [but] Buckley grew more loyal.”

That was the first time Buckley acted as if character didn’t count, but not the last. He at one point dismissed complaints about U.S.A. Confidential, a publication Tanenhaus describes as “gutter journalism,” because “It’s on our side. … And anyway, you’ve got to write that way to reach a big public.”

As editor and owner of National Review, Buckley had editorial freedom but financial chains. He was rich but not so rich that he could overlook hundreds of thousands of red-ink dollars. National Review itself was intellectually classy but, as Tanenhaus writes, “For every page that sang, two or three were ponderous, pedantic, arid.”

Buckley implored his writers: “We have got to make National Review more readable.” Tanenhaus writes, “You could go through an entire issue and find much analysis but very little open-notebook reporting. … Writers limited themselves to theories, arguments, first principles.” Abstract principles and some racism led National Review to miss “the intricate humanity” of the civil rights movement as it editorialized, “Why the South Must Prevail.”

The magazine also isolated itself from moderate conservative support against the advice of staunch anti-Communist Whittaker Chambers, who saw a need to build coalitions. The Tanenhaus summary of Buckley in 1960 is “He had gone from boy wonder to aging enfant terrible: the author of a book of conservative argument rejected by three publishers … the editor of a little-read ultra-rightist journal drowning in debt.”

In those hard circumstances Buckley at first relished funding from wealthy businessman Robert Welch, one of a Boston group calling itself God’s Angry Men. Buckley responded to thousand-dollar checks with a National Review encomium: “Robert Welch is an amazing man, who runs a business, writes books … and is as conservative as they come.”

Welch, though, founded the John Birch Society, which asserted—among other oddities—that President Dwight Eisenhower was a Communist. Scholar Russell Kirk advised Buckley to speak out against “follies and frauds [and] loonies.” Buckley, showing he had learned from his McCarthy experience that immediate payoffs were not worth long-term infamy, attacked the Birchers’ “paranoid and unpatriotic drivel.”

Many donors and readers protested. Buckley said only two of the 200 letters he read agreed with him. Nevertheless, Buckley persevered. He made staff writers better. Critic and novelist John Leonard, who at age 19 had been Buckley’s assistant, hated “the condescension which people show toward Buckley. … When I was at NR I learned.”

In the 1970s Buckley had disappointments. He supported Maryland governor Spiro Agnew’s rise to become Richard Nixon’s vice president. Agnew resigned in 1974 after pleading guilty to tax evasion to avoid prosecution for bribery, conspiracy, and extortion. Buckley saw how sin had consequences more than personal: “It is a terrible irony that at the moment in history when liberalism is sputtering in confusion, empty of resources, we should be plagued as we are by weak and devious men.” 

Buckley was godfather to the first three children of Watergate felon Howard Hunt, a friend during Buckley’s brief time in the CIA after college. Hunt told him what had happened, but Buckley “disclosed nothing, save in elliptical allusions in his column—quasi-confessions offered to the God he knew was watching.”

Tanenhaus writes that Buckley “drew a sharp line between his ideological commitments and his social life. He could afford to do this, afford to float above what to others seemed mortal dangers. … When the new drug was LSD, Buckley and Jim Burnham each took a tab and went off to see the sex film I Am Curious Yellow. (On that occasion they both had martinis beforehand and fell asleep.)”

He kept running into financial problems. Buckley lived in 10 elegant rooms at mega-expensive 778 Park Avenue in Manhattan. He bought a 60-foot schooner even though “the price was more than he could afford.” A standard lunch was pâté de foie gras, stuffed roast pheasant, and Château Margaux wine. Buckley may have cut corners to buy bottles: He had to pay more than $1 million after the Securities and Exchange Commission ruled that he had violated antifraud law.

Buckley always had rejoinders to criticism. When writer Kevin Phillips in 1975 “mocked Bill for the vintage wines he took on his boats, Bill pointed out the clumsy social error. Every experienced sailor knew better than to take ‘vintage wines on a small sailboat’; they wouldn’t stand up to the pitching and tossing.” Tanenhaus doesn’t specify the size of the boat Buckley was then sailing.

One rejoinder expanded his audience beyond readers and PBS viewers. When ABC paired Buckley in 1968 convention commentary with Gore Vidal, the gay writer called him a “pro or crypto Nazi.” Buckley responded, “Now listen, you queer. Stop calling me a crypto-Nazi or I’ll sock you in your g— face and you’ll stay plastered.” Vidal, his baiting successful, responded, “Oh, Bill.”

Tanenhaus exhibits mixed sentiments about his subject. He ties his big package with a bow at the end, describing “the imagination and generosity, the kindness and warmth, that Bill Buckley demonstrated,” and that praise rings true. But Tanenhaus takes seriously the criticism of Gary Wills, who worked for NR in its early days but in 1979 complained that Buckley had become too much of a showman: “Intending to strike blows, he is applauded for striking poses.” 

One of Buckley’s 50 books has the title Nearer, My God: An Autobiography of Faith (1997), but those who look within it for deep discussion will be disappointed. He was a cradle Catholic who relished being cradled, with theological questions reserved for priests. He got right what’s basic: “The best way to put it is that God would give His life for us and, in Christ, did.”

Buckley became estranged from his brother-in-law and early coauthor, Brent Bozell, when Bozell became a pro-life crusader who attacked Geoge Washington University’s student clinic, swinging like a club a five-foot-high wooden cross. Bozell was convicted, and Buckley agreed he had taken his convictions too far. Buckley’s writing about abortion was safe, legal, and rare.

Bozell, writes Tanenhaus, “spent long hours at hospitals, prisons, and shelters and volunteered at Mother Teresa’s AIDS hospice—washing, dressing, and helping to feed the dying patients.” Later he was dying with a heart condition, severe back pain, and early-onset dementia. Buckley threw a banquet for him and at one point rose to speak “with the text he had prepared; but partway through, the avalanche of history crowded in on him, and he burst into tears. Unable to go on, he returned, still sobbing, to his seat.”

In 2007 Buckley had trouble walking but kept writing. He died in his office in 2008, a serious man who took joy in intellectual combat.

Marvin Olasky is executive editor of news and global at Christianity Today.

Culture

The Impossible ‘Squid Game’ Sacrifice

In the show (and in South Korean society) self-interest reigns supreme.

Lee Jung-jae as Seong Gi-hun in Squid Game Season 3.

Lee Jung-jae as Seong Gi-hun in Squid Game Season 3.

Christianity Today July 3, 2025
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South Korea is becoming a cultural powerhouse. K-pop and K-drama have gained international acclaim. The New York Times just named Parasite the best film of the 21st century so far, and animated children’s movie The King of Kings just surpassed that title to become the top-grossing Korean film ever in the United States.

The gripping survival thriller Squid Game, whose third season premiered on Netflix last weekend amid Emmy talk, is another example of South Korea’s global reach. But my country should not uncritically celebrate the success of a series that starkly reflects the fractured state of our society and the church. The rules of this not-so-fantastical world—demanding that even the vulnerable compete and exclude—stand in stark contrast to the gospel’s call to mutual care and community.

Squid Game opens with debt-ridden workers receiving invitations to a secret competition for a massive cash prize. The contest turns out to be a deadly game in which only one of 456 participants can survive, with each round modeled after a traditional Korean children’s game—seemingly innocent, then a brutal twist.

Season 1 follows Gi-hun (Lee Jung-jae), a man pushed to the edge of despair. As participants create alliances and face moral dilemmas, the show exposes how an unequal society can corrode human conscience. In season 2, Gi-hun—having won the first game—chooses to reenter a new version of it. Under the guise of “majority rule,” what seems to be a democratic process quickly devolves into deeper betrayal and isolation.

Now, in season 3, the game grows more brutal, requiring players to make life-or-death decisions about one another. Still, the show continues to ask, “Can people rely on one another?” Players form factions amid escalating psychological exploitation. As the series progresses, it highlights just how fragile—and costly—trust in someone else can be. (Warning: spoilers ahead.)

Ironically, the exaggerated dystopia portrayed in Squid Game ends up feeling like an honest portrayal of the real world we inhabit here in South Korea, where society is divided by political ideology and generation, region and economic status. Algorithm-driven information silos filter out opposing views, turning dissenting voices into targets of ridicule or hostility. Despite rapid economic growth and the aforementioned cultural achievements, we remain materialistic and anxious.

Statistics bear this out. South Korea has the highest suicide rate among Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development (OECD) nations, with youth suicide continuing to rise. Each year, more people are treated for depression and anxiety disorders, while the country’s birthrate remains the lowest in the world. Many young Koreans are giving up on dating, marriage, and starting families altogether. They describe their homeland with a grim portmanteau: Hell Joseon—a blend of hell and Joseon, Korea’s former dynastic name—capturing their deep disillusionment.

Intergenerational conflict is also intensifying. A previous generation may have built the so-called “Miracle on the Han River,” but younger Koreans often feel disconnected from, even resentful of, that economic legacy. In everyday speech and online discourse, dehumanizing slang—such as mom-chung (a derogatory term for entitled mothers) and gupshik-chung (a mocking term for younger students)—has become normalized. These insults, where the suffix -chung (meaning “bug” or “insect” in Korean) is added to a group’s name, reflect how disgust has entered our cultural vernacular.

Rather than offering an alternative, Christianity often mirrors these divisions. Young people are leaving the church in growing numbers, and many Sunday school programs have effectively ceased to function. In a society still influenced by Confucian values—in which harmony is maintained through clearly defined roles and a respect for hierarchy—women in the church often continue to face limited leadership opportunities. A large-scale Christian rally held in Seoul’s City Hall Plaza last year had Christians in the streets protesting proposed antidiscrimination legislation. Some church members left their congregations because fellow parishioners had joined the rally, while others considered leaving if their church didn’t get behind the cause.

So, how much of Squid Game is fiction, and how much reflects our reality?

By season 3, the logic of the game is no longer questioned—it’s absorbed. Participants don’t just survive; they manipulate, deceive, and dominate. Acts of mercy are viewed with suspicion. The show’s focus shifts from physical danger to psychological decay.

Whereas earlier seasons offered moments of hope or solidarity, season 3 underscores a harsher truth: In a world shaped by self-interest, even sacrificial acts can be tainted. It doubts whether human beings—flawed and fragile—can ever truly love one another.

In the end, the world of Squid Game isn’t just broken—it is spiritually bankrupt. In season 1, the inclusion of a fanatical Christian competitor reflected a broader social perception of faith as rigid, extreme, or irrelevant. Season 3 lacks Christian characters, though we do see players gathering around a shaman-like figure reminiscent of a mudang, a traditional Korean spiritual medium who performs rituals to seek divine favor or ward off misfortune. Her presence suggests a desperate search for meaning, the players’ belief driven more by fear than genuine faith.

In the final arc of Squid Game season 3, Gi-hun chooses death so that another player might live. At first glance, this seems noble, a kind of Christlike sacrifice. But as director Hwang Dong-hyuk explained in Squid Game in Conversation, a Netflix featurette released after the season, Gi-hun’s past was already stained by too much blood. The director noted that he “couldn’t let him live,” suggesting that Gi-hun’s death was inevitable—not as redemption but as the only path left in a broken world. His final act resists the system but does not transcend it.

Scripture points us to a different kind of salvation: “There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus” (Gal. 3:28). The gospel doesn’t rely on human virtue or sacrifice. It offers a grace that binds us together, even when the world pulls us apart and even when our pasts, too, are bloodstained.

In the end, Gi-hun’s act may not redeem the world. But it points to a longing that runs deeper than just getting ahead—a longing for restoration, dignity, and shared humanity. Mere survival isn’t the end of our story.

Michelle Park is a writer and translator with degrees in communication and media education from the US and South Korea, and eight years of experience teaching media and biblical worldview at an alternative Christian school.

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