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The Double Shock of Unexpected Pregnancy


May 15 2013
How faith meets this scary, stressful, but ultimately divine surprise.

"Nightmare."

"We're pissed."

"Like cancer patients with only months to live."

What catastrophic life event, we might ask, could provoke language of such profound hostility and dread?

Pregnancy. Twins!

A Babble blogger, writing under the pen name Albert Garland, recently bemoaned his tragic fate as the soon-to-be father of twin boys. He and his wife, already parents of one son, tried for years to give him a sibling. Finally, at $10,000 a pop, they did in vitro fertilization. Hoping for one girl, they got two boys.

As the mother of young twin boys—plus three older children—I can relate to the initial shock of an unexpected twin pregnancy. I'd like to say I myself took the news as equitably as Mary, mother of God, who calmly responded in Luke 1:38, saying, "I am the servant of the LORD; let it be to me according to your word." Instead, for weeks I persisted in sullenness. I did not feel grateful and could not pray.

I don't blame Garland for his fear, even anger, nor do I want to minimize how dramatically a surprise pregnancy can alter the life of a family.

I initially struggled with the news, even though my case was unusually advantaged. Our house and car could reasonably accommodate the double-vision of high chairs and cribs and car seats. Because I was already at home with our three young children, the prospect of twins forced no threat of having to abandon career because of untenable childcare costs.

For many families though, a surprise pregnancy isn't so easily accommodated. The financial implications of bringing an "unplanned" child into the world—or two or three!—in addition to credit card debt, school loans, and mortgage payments can feel like a crushing burden. Moreover, marriages strained by other life circumstances, such as unemployment, health issues, and marital tensions, can lack capacity for welcoming the surprise gift of a baby.

As much as I would like to affirm that surprise pregnancies are a blessing, and that the surprise itself is normative for our faith, I want first to grant that we can and should meet our surprises authentically—as Garland has. As the books of Job and Psalms prove, God has enormous generosity for the sincerity of human expression, even when we feel sincerely angry and disappointed with him. Faced with the prospect of an ill-timed pregnancy, we can feel disappointed or afraid; it is even permissible for us to pray in our unresolved state of bitterness.

Related Topics:Fear; Parenting; Pregnancy
From: May 2013

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