InsideCT: Captured by a Smile

‘That smile put me to shame’

Pakistan is not often featured in newspaper travel sections. It's far away, exotic, and potentially lethal. A few months back, journalist Deann Alford, after praying with her husband and others, decided to leave her comfort zone in Austin, Texas, to join a ministry trip bound for Pakistan, where 4 million Christians are a living witness for the gospel amid grave persecution.

Deann is accustomed to taking risks in pursuit of a story or, for that matter, following the impromptu beckonings of the Holy Spirit. Last year, she reported for ct from inside Bellavista Prison in Colombia about the ongoing revival among the prison's worst contract killers. She has interviewed the mighty (George W. Bush) and the dispossessed (homeless churchgoers in Waco, Texas).

Looking back, Deann says that from her childhood God was preparing her to listen to the hurts of others and share their stories. Growing up on the wrong side of Shreveport, Louisiana, Deann thought a hard-knock life was normal. She told me, "What finally forced my mother to move from the neighborhood was a drive-by shooter that planted a bullet in my mother's bedroom wall two feet above her head while she slept."

As a teenager, Deann traveled to war-torn Colombia. But that trip was disastrous. On her second day, she felt the hot buzz of a wayward bullet breeze past her ear. Within a month, she decided to cut her trip short. Later in college, Deann received a prestigious Rotary Foundation Ambassadorial Scholarship, allowing her to study at the University of Costa Rica. "There I was living a dream in Costa Rica. Still I was profoundly empty."

Lonely and stricken with severe bronchitis, Deann stumbled into an evangelical church. The missionaries she met there prayed with her and took her to the doctor. Days afterward, something happened to Deann that brings to mind that fateful 1931 motorcycle ride that C.S. Lewis took, which led to his Christian

commitment. Deann, late for class, rushed across campus. But she realized her life had become, in her words, "a pitiful failure." In desperation, Deann prayed, "I don't care what you do with me, Lord. I give you everything. Just make me feel better."

From that pivotal moment, Deann found new focus. She began journalism training, launched her career, married a high school math teacher from her church singles group, and traveled widely in search of compelling and untold stories for CT and other publications. Deann was not fully prepared for how her encounters with Pakistani Christians at a shelter for abused women would leave her burdened. But she said Maria, one of the abused women, captured her heart with her smile. "How can anybody smile like that? That smile put me to shame," she told me.

"Maria is symbolic of why I write. She is my sister in Christ, and my sisters are suffering silently in Pakistan and around the world. I have to tell her story."

Coming next month: Embryo ethics, Somali Bantus seek refuge in America, and the power of a praying Stormie.

Copyright © 2004 Christianity Today. Click for reprint information.

Related Elsewhere:

Also posted today is Deann Alford's article about battered Christian women in Pakistan.

Deann has written several CT articles that are posted on our web site.

Also in this issue

Why the 'Lost Gospels' Lost Out: Gadfly scholars and DaVinci Code conspiracy theories question the legitimacy of the New Testament. Too bad they haven't done their homework.

Our Latest

Public Theology Project

What I Learned Teaching the Same Book Twice—20 Years Apart

When I first taught through Hebrews, I understood doctrine and discipline but not disappointment and disillusionment.

You Can’t Love the Church in the Abstract

Matthew D. Love

It’s easy to say you love the church universal, the whole bride of Christ. But Scripture unmistakably calls us to love the local congregation too.

Gen Z Isn’t Asking Why Bad Things Happen to Good People

Jared Dodson

Christians have long asked how a good God can let evil happen. My students want to know when the evil will get their due.

News

Kenyan Christians Battle Domestic Violence Epidemic

Harriet Chimea

Nearly half of East African women experience abuse at home. Church leaders are working to stop it.

The Russell Moore Show

HW Brands on the Patriarch of America

What does it mean to call someone the “father” of a nation?

How God Helps Me Eat on $33 Per Week

It’s a very faith-stretching way to get by, compared to trusting in a salary and benefits.

News

Franklin Graham to Hold Evangelical Gathering in Authoritarian Belarus

Pastors of the small evangelical community are eager to unite, but religious freedom experts doubt the event will lead to greater freedoms.

Excerpt

In the Beginning Was the Word, Not the State

Robert J. Joustra

An excerpt from Christ and Covenant in Global Politics: A Christian Introduction to International Relations.

addApple PodcastsDown ArrowDown ArrowDown Arrowarrow_left_altLeft ArrowLeft ArrowRight ArrowRight ArrowRight Arrowarrow_up_altUp ArrowUp ArrowAvailable at Amazoncaret-downCloseCloseellipseEmailEmailExpandExpandExternalExternalFacebookfacebook-squarefolderGiftGiftGooglegoogleGoogle KeephamburgerInstagraminstagram-squareLinkLinklinkedin-squareListenListenListenChristianity TodayCT Creative Studio Logologo_orgMegaphoneMenuMenupausePinterestPlayPlayPocketPodcastprintremoveRSSRSSSaveSavesaveSearchSearchsearchSpotifyStitcherTelegramTable of ContentsTable of Contentstwitter-squareWhatsAppXYouTubeYouTube