Books

A Costly Devotion

Total Abandon shows that following Jesus is no daydream.

This tragic story of faith, love, and forgiveness tells of Moody Bible Institute graduates Bonnie Witherall and her husband, Gary, who vowed to make a difference in the world by entering the mission field. The couple relocated to Sidon, Lebanon, where Bonnie worked in a clinic with poor, pregnant Palestinian women, and Gary assisted two churches.

TOTAL ABANDON:The Powerful TrueStory of LifeLived in RadicalDevotion to God Gary Witherall with Elizabeth Cody Newenhuyse Tyndale, 275 pp.; $14.99

“It was our love for Jesus that drove us to let go of what normal life could offer,” Gary writes. “We had counted the cost and knew the dangers. We felt that Jesus lived in the same way, with few possessions, no home, and an itinerary that took him to places where people would possibly want to kill him.”

Their dream turned into a nightmare in November 2002, when an unknown assailant incomprehensibly gunned down Bonnie at the clinic. Rather than producing a hagiography, Gary portrays Bonnie as a Christian who experienced her share of doubt.

Journal entries, black-and-white photographs, poems, e-mails, and song lyrics flesh out this slim, passionate memoir.

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Total Abandon is available from Christianbook.com and other book retailers.

More information and a sample chapter are available from Tyndale.

Gary Witherall is a speaker with Ambassador Speaker Bureau where they have posted a short biography and video clips.

Weblog commented on media coverage of the martyrdom and anti-missionary feelings at the time of the event.

For book lovers, our 2005 CT book awards are available online, along with our book awards for 2004, 2003, 2002, 2001, 2000, 1999, 1998, and 1997, as well as our Books of the Twentieth Century. For other coverage or reviews, see our Books archive and the weekly Books & Culture Corner.

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The CT archives are a rich treasure of biblical wisdom and insight from our past. Some things we would say differently today, and some stances we've changed. But overall, we're amazed at how relevant so much of this content is. We trust that you'll find it a helpful resource.

Cover Story

Missions Incredible

Spong, the Measure of All Things

Living with Tares

Answering Life's Big Questions

God by the Numbers

Evening Prayer

The Almost Formerly Important

A Corrupt Salvation

Winning the Oral Majority

Orality at Home

Christianity Unique Among Religions

Fictionalizing Jesus

All in the Family

Messianics for Evangelicals

Religion and Reconstruction

A Wind that Swirls Everywhere

Too Inclusive

More Money, Less Liberty

Bondage Breaking

Domain Game: Can Jews for Jesus Win Its Google Suit?

Editorial

Loose Cult Talk

News

Christianity Today News Briefs

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Passages

Grace as a License for Sin

Lives of Quiet Turbulence

Loving the Storm-Drenched

Mission 'Plane of the Future'

The Art of Abortion Politics

Editorial

The Lessons of Jabez

Senator Sam Brownback

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Go Figure

Prophecy and Politics

Honoring Pioneers

Word and Deed, Again and Again

Costly Complaints

Walking the Talk After Tsunami

For God's Sake

A Delicate Hospitality

The Truth About Deceit

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