Little Blessing for My Floater

“This tiny ruin in my eye”

After George Herbert

This tiny ruin in my eye, small flaw in the fabric, little speck of blood in the egg, deep chip in the windshield, north star, polestar, floater that doesn't float, spot where my hand is not, even when I'm looking at my hand, little piton that nails every rock I see, no matter if the picture turns to sand, or sand to sea, I embrace you, piece of absence that reminds me what I will be, all dark some day unless God rescues me, oh speck that might teach me yet to see.

Jeanne Murray Walker is a poet, playwright, and professor of English at the University of Delaware.

From Helping the Morning: New and Selected Poems (Word Farm Press, 2014). Used with permission.

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