YWAM Director Describes Shooting, Forgiveness
On December 9, Matthew Murray shot and killed Tiffany Johnson, 26, and Philip Crouse, 24, at a YWAM training center in Arvada, a Denver suburb. He later killed two at New Life Church in Colorado Springs. About 900 people attended the funeral for Johnson last week.
Despite the deaths, Youth With a Mission (YWAM) is on track with its missions training program. Training for missions will begin once again in January, and not one of the 120 who signed up has dropped out of the program. Director of the Arvada YWAM Peter Warren spoke with Christianity Today about the shooting, the response, and the future of YWAM.
Can you describe what happened the night of the shooting?
Matthew was in the building for half an hour talking with students, and then he asked to spend the night. Tiffany was called to the front because she handles hospitality. Normally, we would not have someone spend the night without knowing them or arranging ahead of time. After that, Matthew said, "Then this is what I've got for you," pulled out a gun and began shooting.
After firing a few shots, he had his foot in the door, and at some point his foot slipped and he fell back. The door slammed shut on him and automatically locked so he could not get back in again. Right then, other staff and students were driving up and saw Matthew banging on the door, trying to get back in. When Matthew saw them, he ran away.
After another student performed CPR on Tiffany, she regained consciousness and asked Holly, "Is it bad?" Holly said, "Yes it's bad." Tiffany looked at Holly and her boyfriend, Dan, who was also shot, and said, "We do this for Jesus, right guys? We do this for Jesus."
How are the students in YWAM responding to the shooting?
Some who came running and saw their friends dying were deeply impacted. There's a long road to healing that some of them will have to walk longer than others. YWAM is like a Bible college, a hotel, and a restaurant all in one. You become very close very quickly, so I think that added to the degree of trauma because Tiffany and Phil had become some of their closest friends.
I thought there would be a few people who would drop out of our January program, but not one person has canceled; 120 students are arriving [at the] beginning of January.
How are the families doing?
Several went to Tiffany's funeral on Saturday, and I'm sure it's extremely difficult for them. I was so amazed and proud at the families and how they responded to Matthew's family. They didn't feel Matthew's parents were responsible or should be carrying that weight. They said to Matthew's family, "We don't need to forgive you because you did not do anything wrong. But even if Matthew were alive, we would still forgive him." It was a powerful time. It was really a testimony of how to respond even in the greatest injustice.
God is the only one who has the right to judge. Our place is to forgive. We have no right to hate others. Jesus said if you only love those who love you, big deal, but when you love enemies, than that is the gospel in action. Like one of the translations of Mark 16:15 says, we want to go and tell others that forgiveness is possible.
Matthew went through YWAM five years ago, so did you know him?
We have 350 students who come through every year. He went through our program five years ago, so since that time, we've had 1,500 to 2000 students come through our doors. At first, I didn't recognize his name, but then someone reminded us of something bizarre that he had done. My wife and I remembered that at the Christmas banquet, he sang a Marilyn Manson song that wasn't Christmassy and made some people afraid. All of a sudden, we remembered who he was.
In YWAM's press release, you said that he was not allowed to go onto the field. Can you tell me why he wasn't?
His health issues were not physical, but I can't say specifically because of legalities. We do this, not often, but we do this occasionally where someone is unstable and we don't feel they are ready to go onto the field. When someone's in our community in Denver, it's a very secure environment, but when they go on the field, they go with a younger leader in a different culture and that accentuates any issues they might be struggling with.