OH THE GLORY
OF IT ALL
by Sean Wilsey
The Penguin Press,
482 pp.; $25.95
Imagine: your father flies you and your friends, in his helicopter, forty miles over the mountain to a video arcade for the afternoon. Your mother writes a society column and holds roundtable luncheons in her apartment for famous people (Joan Baez, Dear Abby, Alex Haley, Gloria Steinem, Shirley Temple, and assorted Black Panthers). At movie premieres, crowds cheer from sidewalks and wave stake-and-posterboard signs for your mother: "Pat is our Gal," "Pat's Outta Site [sic]says her Fans," and "We Like Pat Montandon." You enjoy a larger-than-life existence, with more money than you'll ever need (from your father's family's butter-and-egg business). So why are you so sad, so panicky for love?
Sean Wilsey, an editor at large for McSweeney's quarterly, was born in San Francisco in 1970. He writes, "In the beginning we were happy. And we were always excessive. So in the beginning we were happy to excess." All comes tumbling down after his parents' rancorous divorce (splashed out in papers, including the National Enquirer) and his father's immediate marriage to the Evil Stepmother, Wilsey's mother's best friend. Wilsey is shuttled to and from their housescavernous, lonely palaces with useless spacesand becomes more and more resolute in his bids for their love and attention. Between his mother, who at one point begs him to commit suicide with her, and his father, who fawns over Wilsey's new stepbrothers, Todd and Trevor, Wilsey doesn't have a chance.
The title of Wilsey's memoir, Oh the Glory of It All, comes from a phrase the author used to repeat to himself when he was "alone and things were glorious." Part 1 is filled with stories that will make you cup your hand over your mouthwhat damage parents can do to their child! Parts 2 and 3 will make you want to recoil and put the book downwhat a horrible teen! Part 4 makes you want to meet the author and give him a hug because now he is magnanimous, with a the-buck-stops-here kind of attitude. "A memoir, at its heart," Wilsey says toward the book's end, "is written in order to figure out who you are. It took the unlikely combination of the three of themmother, father, stepmotherto make me who I am. This book is the identity I've madea better shot at salvation than trying to fix my father's mistakes. I can't wait to write about something besides myself."
When he started this memoir, Wilsey tells us, he set out to write about Amity, a small school in Italy that saved his life. The school, set in a 16th-century villa in Tuscany with stone gates and terra-cotta lions and cypress-lined driveways, is a place where parents send their dead-end kids. Wilsey is strip-searched on arrival, and every scrap of his adolescent, clique-forming paraphernalia is removed and sent up to the villa's attic. The counselors and staffonce bad kids themselves, "a bunch of crazy zealots who'd got hold of an Italian villa and were trying to change the world"are affectionate, and they swear by Amity's cleanup process Wilsey, a liar, smoker, and druggieand tired of ruining his lifeallows Amity to "prime" him.
The school's strategy for reforming us resembled a bone-marrow transplant: making us vulnerable, wiping out resistance, and then replacing everything they determined to be defective. (In my case, the most obvious thing in need of destruction and replacement was my deceitfulness. This was the first thing they went after.) And there were side effects. In the same way a common cold can kill after a bone-marrow transplant, after three months at the school I was so vulnerable and sincere, so truthful, direct, and open to my emotions that any Elton John song could produce in me ecstatic joy or deep woejust about simultaneously.
Amity is a relief and a salvation to Wilsey after his failures at other schools (St. Mark's, Woodhall, and Cascadethe first, an East Coast boarding school; the latter two, reform schools), and he returns to San Francisco a transformed man.
Wilsey strikes up a different kind of relationship with each of his parents. His neurotic mother sends him letters of adoration, then letters of disownment. His father begins to deteriorateliterally. He is diagnosed with inclusion body myositis, a degenerative muscle disease that slowly destroys muscle mass. Wilsey has a few, brief, confusing conversations with his father, then realizes he wants his memoir to be of a broader scope. He wants the book to be "everything to everyone." And here it is: 1.7 pounds of human nature for your perusal.
Wilsey's book has all the elements of a good memoir. A good memoir is filled with wit, humor, and wisdom. A good memoir is honestsearingly soand redemptive. A good memoir is not an easy weekend read; it causes considerable discomfortthat you, too, have done all these things, or might have, in similar circumstances; that you, too, have hurt people this badly. A good memoir says, "Here's the scumbag I was, but by the grace of God, look what happened!" The proof lies in the final, conciliatory pages, which say, I am what I am because of these people, my family. Thank you.
Elissa Elliot is a writer living in Rochester, Minnesota.
Copyright © 2005 Christianity Today. Click for reprint information.
Oh the Glory of It All is available from Amazon.com and other book retailers.
For book lovers, our 2005 CT book awards are available online, along with our book awards for 2004, 2003, 2002, 2001, 2000, 1999, 1998, and 1997, as well as our Books of the Twentieth Century. For other coverage or reviews, see our Books archive and the weekly Books & Culture Corner.
Books & Culture Corner and Books & Culture's Book of the Week, from Christianity Today sister publication Books & Culture: A Christian Review (want a free trial issue?), appears regularly on Tuesdays at Christianity Today. Earlier editions include:
A Grief Observed | Exploring the valley of the shadow in two literary lives. (June 13, 2005)
The Mind and Soul of Combat | Perhaps war really is hell. (June 07, 2005)
The Universal Language | If Latin died in our mouths, we'd just stop talking. (May 24, 2005)
At Home in the Dark | The first new book of poems in almost twenty years from Rod Jellema. (May 17, 2005)
"Taken Up in Glory" | The Ascension has been forgotten in many Protestant churches, jettisoning an essential part of the Christian story. (May 10, 2005)
Making Believe | Bedtime stories for grown-ups. (May 03, 2005)
Looking for God on the Holy Mountain | A journey to Mount Athos. (Apr. 25, 2005)
The Words of the Word | Two sharply contrasting perspectives on Bible translation. (April 19, 2005)
Divine Comedies | A report on Baylor's Art & Soul conference, version 2005. (April 12, 2005)
Unbelievable | Religion is really, really bad for you. (April 05, 2005)
This Land Is Whose Land? | An impassioned plea on behalf of the "caribou people" in the Arctic National Wildlife Refuge and the land they have inhabited for nearly 20,000 years. (March 22, 2005)
All in Her Head | How a chronic pain sufferer found a little bit of strength in a lot of weakness. (March 15, 2005)
Subscribe to Christianity Today and get access to this article plus 65+ years of archives.
- Home delivery of CT magazine
- Complete access to articles on ChristianityToday.com
- Over 120 years of magazine archives plus full access to all of CT’s online archives
- Learn more